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2010!

2009-12-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating this blog for quite some time le. Because I was in the army..doing 'national service' to this great country of ours hor...very sian. anyway, the blog was like dead so I decide to create a post just to update it for the sake of updating. Army wasn't fun except you get to slim down; One of the important reasons why girls should sign up. There wasn't much need for money in there since everything's provided in there but regimentation is hardcore. Freedom doesn't exist lol. So hopefully the next 1.75years pass quickly..

Meanwhile..it will be one year anniversary between me and pq soon. But that day fall on the first week of my next posting..damm suck la. but have to see what happens. I realise that after 3 months inside, i forgot my coding stuff and have had some trouble catching up... hahaha.. will try to 'revise' a little i guess. 2010 coming...so wish all the readers an early happy new year! ~~

Imagine: Your god is chosen when you're dead.

2009-06-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Imagine this, when you're dead, the funeral procession that you engaged in will decide your final resting place. Meaning, if you're a devout taoist all the way but during your funeral, a christian procession is held for you, then you will meet Jesus Christ and God instead of the Taoist gods...

If that's the case, then there's no point in believing any current religion because only on your deathbed do you actually kind of know which religion you truly belong to.

In that case, when i die, I shall be burnt and my ashes shall be used to grow a new plant and place in a pot. Then I will meet Mother Nature and ask for her forgiveness on behalf of all the bad deeds done by humans and hope that gaia will be a better world for all.

New Layout..

2009-06-03T04:14:00.000+08:00

Just created a brand new layout with content above, navigation below.. have to go figure out somemore to continue.. meanwhile ggggg.

The Sentinel Project

2009-05-02T01:44:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: This is purely a work of fiction. Any characters or events which happened or were described in the story are purely coincidental to any real life events and the author of the story is not responsible any damages caused. The story is inspired by current real world events and may thus contain certain facts / half-truths or even pure speculations so any perspective by the reader is at his/her own discretion.

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Chapter 1 – The Sentinel Project
It started as a blog post which changed my life drastically. The one on how our government can utilize potential pervasive computing technologies to increase its influence on its people and monitor anyone right down to their daily activities. I was working in a DSTA (Defense Science & Technology Agency) department as a Defense Technologist then, before I made that post which seems interesting for me to blog about.

Two days after writing that post, my supervisor informed me that I was terminated due to the economic crisis at hand but I knew it had something to do with that article. Everyone always said that being in a civil servant job is like having a steel ricebowl, it won't break unless you knock it real hard. The post itself has attracted nearly five thousand comments in the first twenty four hours, many of whom expressed concerns about how our government might actually be implementing the system already. Surveillance cameras in car parks, lifts, lobbies and some even noted that there are plans for installation of these cameras at the common corridors in HDB flats. That viral article of mine soon became a hot debate among netizens of the blogging circle. Soon, the mainstream press caught hold of the story and I was given the chance to be interviewed and express my views on it.

So here I am, a thirty four single being interviewed first time in my life, on my political views, parents, occupations and many other weird personal questions such as my army vocation that I was in during National Service and whether I hated the current goverment or not. My instinct told me that somehow, the media is trying to portray me in a bad light. Page 2 of The Straits Times the next day prove my instinct right.

Royston Tan, No.1 Political Enemy?
Jamie Tan
Straits Times Correspondent

The man behind the widely debated issue on how our government may exploit technology to monitor us. Royston Tan. He blogged about the how the government can abuse potential pervasive computing technologies to monitor its citizens. A thirty-four year old single, Royston Tan is the first Singaporean to narrowly smear the reputation of our Government online and this may had happen because his parents died while he was 20-year old and serving National Service in BMT School 1. He served as a storeman in the 21^st artillery division during the rest of his vocational period. While serving his National Service, his second girlfriend broke away with him and since then, he did not express intent to find another girlfriend or marry any other woman. Recently being fired from the DSTA, he had been working there as a Defense Technologist. His article may also served to express his hatred on DSTA and mislead the population in times of a economic crisis like this. In the article, he mentioned about the potential abuses that our government can execute and monitor us down to our daily lives. What he did not want his readers to know was that in fact, he had been in agony after losing his parents 14 years ago and now the trauma of losing his ricebowl because of the economic crisis. In short, he's the no.1 enemy of Singapore.

As I read the article, I realise the grave danger that I was in. They has just distorted the whole truth and mislead everyone into thinking that I am someone who is anti-government and trying to sabotage the Government in their next election. I can't believe my eyes. I was just made the no 1. political enemy of Singapore. Without a job, anyone to confide in and facing this public scrutiny, I did not know what to do next. I put aside the newspaper, sat down on my bed and stare into the blank space thinking what to do. Just then, a knock on the door came. I paced slowly towards the door as the knock became louder and more aggressive. As I'm about to open the door, it flung open and 2 plain-clothes guy rush in and point their Heckler & Koch USP pistols at me, "Internal Security Department. You are now under arrest for offenses committed under the Internal Security Act (CAP 143) and will immediately be placed under detention indefinitely until further investigations are carried out."

As I'm being dragged out helplessly but two plain-clothes officers, I overheard one of the officers speaking,"The Sentinel Project is now in place..."

Events of March / April 2009

2009-04-18T19:39:00.002+08:00

Been a while since I blogged. Anyway, now i'm bloody free so I decided to write about what's happening in my life to everyone who visits this blog.

Recently spending most of my time with my lingling and worrying Imagine Cup's development. Both NUS & NTU send me their approval to my application so I'm deciding with the rest of the bunch of gay friends where I should go... National Service is not abolished in time so I have to go in anyway. Thinking which part of my body will break inside NS - Quote from Yuan Fa.

Next important upcoming event will be the Imagine cup presentation which worries me.. because I don't know what I need to do and most of the thing I don't know how to do. I'm dumb, that's why...

Apparently, I'm looking forward to graduation ceremony because I will be standing together with my other friends, Zackal, JM, Clement, Lionel, Benard, Kok Hien, Jun wei and many other people who are getting their Merit so must remind myself to take photo with them... (may worth a lot next time! =X)

Life is truly becoming alive with my lingling around.. better than finding relationship partners in maple i guess. Hohohohoho... like my younger brother who (primary 5) find some gay ass zhabor(dunnoe how old).... gg.

Graduation ceremony would not be complete without our celebration party that night so if SIT is not organising any shit, then anyone wanna join us for some wild party? Do tag me or drop me an email!!

Argh..now i go back to fret upon the chimified Imagine Cup Project. Sianz.

About Ice Creams.

2009-03-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

First, I would like to clarify this. I blog this post because I somehow predict that my reply will be longer than 1 tag so I just blog it out you know with pics so that people know what I'm talking about.
Yesh, Haagen Dazs is nice but then in my & pq opinion, we think too sweet. So its 2 REAL human thoughts. But the ice-cream king has yet to verify his human identity with Auer Cloud Services so I still don't know whether is an ad bot or whether its a cat using the computer..

and to prove my point that a cat can use a computer...

Also, please do consider registering with Auer Cloud Services for a one-stop membership cum identity passport.

Anyway, in light of recent attacks of many other blogs, Eledonia has stepped up its analytic services. If you experience slowdown in visits, please do not freak out as our system will be scanning your ip. No personal information will be collected.

Ice Cream which is cheap and good.

2009-03-19T02:05:00.001+08:00

People ask me what is called good ice cream. I had tasted Häagen-Dazs, Ice Kimo, Walls, Gelare,Bens & Jerry and many other kinds of ice cream.. In my opinion, I think Ice Kimo is not the sweetest but too blend. Häagen-Dazs is sweet strong and very nice but yet its too sweet to be a good ice cream. Bens & Jerry, well not too bad, nice and good but I think the best is Gelare. However, they are expensive. So here's this very great discount offered by my friend at only $10.80 because she's doing a marketing project. Original price is $12.80 so I would of course buy one to share with my honey pq... To couples, especially guys, do not miss out this chance to sweeten your gf and make yourself have a greater day!

I am sad.

2009-03-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

Its not like I can do anything about it either.

Being poor and not able to go out.
Yes, its my fault to be poor because I can't find a job...
but do you have to do such a thing to humilitate me?
and to make me feel jealous?

I dun understand.

And its not that I don't want to go out.
Its that I don't wish to see that tragic scene that I experienced in my nightmare like so many times.
Every single night since 25th dec 2008.
That tragic scene, that i fear will come true today.

I dun understand

Why is it that you like to spike me?
Making me feel so irrational and low.
Sadded & Emotional
Like dying leaves in the autumn winter.
I dun understand

I thought you understand me.
I thought you knew I am the kind who would do anything for you if I ever can.
I thought you knew my current situation
and All I ever did was thought.

I dun understand

And my thought fail me.
It ran down like dripping waters into the dirty sewers.
I was a failed man.
Condemned to Eternal Depression

I dun understand

Tell me what I should do?
Do prevent this tragic situation.
The world around me falling apart.
No hope that can salvage me from this neverending fear.

National Service :: Really Necessary?

2009-01-18T12:30:00.002+08:00

This is the note I written on my facebook profile.

Before we start, I hope you guys will really go and read this 2 article before reading my summary.
Link One Link Two
After reading these shocking facts of life that only native Singaporeans need to go for National Service, I can't help by sigh at the only so not pragmatic solution that they had came up with. Our government has always been a good one, providing a basic social net for the poor via CPF, providing compulsary primary education for all its citizens and getting its citizens to be independent of the government.However, the policy of Natinal service is something I can't totally agree with. (maybe because you can say I fear NS and stuff).

However, to those who wanted to think from that perspective, I can only offer you my explanation below or you can just ignore that and continue with your ignorant beliefs.
Had this been the era of the cold war before 1989, I would have said that such a policy will be very necessary. In those days, communism and conflict is very alive in the countries around Singapore. Thus, we need a strong, reliable and self-dependent kind of army that can provide Singapore with a native defense if such conflict arise in our Country. The Confrontation is a very good example of such events.

Back to 2009, in our modern lifestyle with the Internet, where everything is globalising and most countries are aware of the harmful effects that can be caused by War and educated / governed with International laws by the United Nations, do you think there will be a direct conflict to us? Yeah, if America thinks that we are harbouring some terrorist and decide to bomb us? Wait, don't forget that Obama is becoming the next president so at least we can be a little assured i think?

Anyhow, the new kind of threat we face is terrrorism, not an army of direct confrontation. So think about it, why are we sending our local man into 2 years of redundant service and give our job opportunities to the foreign workers that are coming in by the 10,000s every year since 2005. Moreover, these 2 years spent in redundacy prevented many Singaporean man from landing a good job and thus starting their career later -> causing many couples to give birth later -> and then that's why lesser children are born and birth rates decline with the aging population.

In the 60s, 70s & 80s, many of our fathers are not as educated and fortunate as we are now ( I wish to thank our government personally for implementing compulsory education for all Singaporeans, otherwise I would not be as educated to write this note now)and thus National Service seems like the only way to escape unemployment and such. Even now, there are many Singaporean teenagers out there, we call them ah bengs, where education don't really suits them and what they really need is discipline in the army and a safer ricebowl to their uncertain future. However, to the rest of us, educated man like you who is still reading what I'm writing, how can we really give up our personal future to an imaginary threat marketed extensively by the government? Do you really think that as of 2009, Singapore will be attacked directly? I don't think so.

Fundamental Ideas of Modern Terrorism are caused by conflicting ideologies(in this case religion). Instead of solving the root problem, everyone around the world decide to join America and fight the so-called "terrorism". What we actually have to do is sit down and find out why these guys are so willing to die and kill people. They are human too and so they will surely have a fear thus there must be a reason behind all of this nonsence but the whole idea is instead of spending funds educating our youth on the dangerous effects behind such ideologies / religion, our government spend it on defense budgets that doesn't really match the conflict style of the world today.

Now on to the social-economic problems apparently caused by National Service. As we know, more and more foreigners come into Singapore every year. You can see the bangla/china workers harassing Singaporean woman all around especially in the northern part of Singapore. As a Singporean man, can you live that 2 years in Pulau Tekong fearing that your beloved girlfriend, fiancee may get harassed by these guys on a certain unlucky day? In order to solve the declining population, our government thought that they can psycho foreign citizens into our country and get them to settle here. What a naive solution i think, why? Because look at the contrasting difference between our forefathers and the current immigrants trend. During our forefather's time, they had came to escape poverty & conflict in their countries. However, current immigrants came here because they can't find jobs in their respective overpopulated country. Do you really think their heart will stay here? Maybe when they earn enough, they will migrate to Canada, just like a china classmate of mine (come to think of it).

Instead of solving the declining birth rate, by lowering the legal marriage /sex age and educating youths on the importance of family creation while taking away that redundant National Service so that couples can get married and conceive early, our government decide to give baby bonus the older career woman who was taught from young to succeed in carrer before settling down.

This flaw in the education policy together with National Service may be the primary reason why we see Singapore having less birth rates. Many of us will think, "so poor, give birth so much for what?" Do we really need to? If every Singaporean couples has 2 kids from the age of 20 - 25 and without NS, we can start our careers early, there will be a steady flow of babies each year without us being poor thus solving such fundamentally simple yet made SO Complicated problem by the government.

Think about it. I have a proposed solution in mind but I'm not prepared to write it out because who knows later I get sued by some people or bombed by 'terrorists'!! Ha ha.. Have fun.

Post-note: I am no degree holder in human pscyhology or social sciences or stuff like that. I wrote this not to express my hatred to serve NS but as a food for thought on whether we really need such a policy to limit our rights and freedom that we have in this precious 1-time chance thing of life. If there's someone who is smart enough with enough authority and thinks that this is a wonderful note, do tell me for I will apperciate it. But to religious fanatics and/or macho/physically oriented guys who thinks I'm a weak sissy complaining about NS, please try to read again or go train your weights or pray to your imaginary creator to make me think I'm bullshiting. With that, I shall end this note and hope I can still see the daylight next morning.

Paradox on Friendship?

2009-01-16T14:31:00.001+08:00

Should I interact or not interact?

The people around me cannot think.

2009-01-14T23:02:00.004+08:00

Even though I tried to tolerate their nonsensical bullshits of hating me for the sake of pq, I still feel damm buay song tonight because of a lot of things.

Maybe later on I may regret posting this, but who cares.

1. The people around me cannot adapt to changes. What 1st impression counts. next time you go work i see how you die.

2. The people around me are ignorant & Selfish. They don't care how other thinks. They just think they are right and stuff. Ok then i'm ur dog. wtf.

3. The people around me need FULL explanation. They don't have enough common sense to define the everyone as being the everyone around me and need me to show it to them.

4. The people around me are stabbers. From small to big extent. All kinds of it. Some back , some front, some super obvious.

5. The people around me thinks I'm bulllshiting. About religion being the cause of conflict. About their selfishness leading to their own demise. About Me crapping that I suck at programming WHEN I REALLY SUCK AT PROGRAMMING. Damm, I can't even do a simple hibernate. fuck it. And when I say I really love someone, someone thinks its a joke.

Summary: They can't use their brain to judge what's truth, what's fake. So something is wrong.

That's it and I'm sick and tired of it. I'm leaving you all.

[EDIT]
Bullshit if used positively, can be used to humor people with daily interesting things. However, if used negatively, it can destory people lives just like stabbing one another with your harmful words. Facts are not bullshit. They can be destructive so as to make people change. So before you start saying whether I'm bullshiting or stating a fact, Do think about what i said instead of copying me or whatever. Thanks.
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RANDOM bullshits some might say..

2009-01-08T20:23:00.003+08:00

The Conflict in Middle East can only be solved, not by humanitarian aid, trade embargo, further war but ACTUALLY by eradicating the age old propaganda of Religion and its mass effect on its followers. However, religion is not the only cause, the need for fossil fuels that originated from the middle east has driven large amount of conflict for the past decade in that area. However, with the recent introduction of greener ways of generating electricity and powering vehicles, the demand for these fossil fuels has since drop to much 'safer' levels.

However, there is still much to be done as Global Warming still affects the world. Annual temperatures still rise as we move into the 2010s. Technology has both helped and destoryed Nature. Pervasive Computing has created new areas in which we can conserve the very electricity that brought about harm to nature and its children.

War & Conflict persists on with religion as a main cause since the start of this decade. 4 Major Abrahamic religions strive to get their 'holy' land but for what? No one knows.

Fashion sense of the millenium took a change as youngsters (especially guys) start to look for alternate dressing senses to the usual shirt and jeans styles of the 90s. More 'fashion' oriented guys especially from Japan, Taiwan, China and Singapore has since emerged into what I would call the new sub-species of Man.

The Female-Male ratio is increasing (maybe a side effect of technology) while Man starts to look for their future mate overseas in many countries. The challenge of gender equality shows it effect with less man in developed countries marrying females from their own country. Instead, woman from third world / developing countries are brought into these developed world for their TLC(Tender loving care) towards guys and the general attitude / respect they have towards man as compared to working business woman.

On the other hand, the global food ratio concentrated in major developed countries like USA, Singapore, Western Europe and having very little concentration in the third world countries, many of which are infected with HIV and other related diseases.

Stem-cell research is on the rise, a good cause, but if its used to solve skincare problems / obesity, its bad. Hopefully the doctors won't be businessman and the companies won't just think of earning money.

In the Mood of Love

2009-01-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

hohoho... now everyone like got attached and stuff... but then there's still some people who are still single... maybe your time will come.. but there are also some people... they will always & forever be single because they don't understand the meaning of love. They thought its all about being attached. So they went around insulting people. To this kind of people, I hope God will save you.. but wait I'm an atheist so no one gonna save you unless you wake up and take a look at my tagboard and start insulting me. But does it worth? hahaha...

Happy 2009!

Happiness that finally came.

2008-12-28T22:48:00.004+08:00

I have decided for quite some time how to blog this post because of the fact that its so sensitive to a lot of people and it may appear that I let out a lot of information so I decided to keep it simple.

First of all, my ex and I has broken up already. Reason being, it was an impulsive relationship, I actually loved pei qi and deep down in my heart, I decide to pursue my real love instead of resigning to my fate. Right now, I'm attached to pei qi. To those who want to know when I started loving her, its Jan 2008. When I started making my move, its august. When I really go all the way, its december 2008...And I want to apologise to my ex because I feel guilty that I had accepted that relationship back then.

The whole saga lasted for 1 whole year of 2008 with a lot of complications around. To keep the story short, I was wrong to go into a relationship with my ex just to 'follow' my fate. However, in order not to hurt me or her further, and to allow pei qi and me to go out normally, I had to do what I did.

However, during the time I attached to my ex, pei qi and I did not stead yet. We only came together on 25th December 2008. Thus, for those who are asking, when we stead, that is the date. And ever since that day onwards, Pei qi has given me a lot of surprises and love which touched my heart.

Today, we went to starbucks to do coding together but end up watching videos lol. Haha.. zackal guess all the wrong places so I decided to give him the answer.. We went to Novena United Square de Starbucks. hahaha.. Here's a photo...

Hahaha.. I know I looked so freaking gay in it but Pei qi is super chio as usual... Haha, She is being modest to say she look ok lor. =P

Anyway, that night, she 'found out' that I was going to get her a ring this coming 31st... So we decided to go to Perini's Sliver to get a pair of couple rings for us... I chose this 'fun' ring cos its look like can be played when we are idle...hahaha! Oh well and there's a secret to those who will be in school for lunch with us tomorrow looool.

Enjoy and take care.....

Kisses and Personalities

2008-12-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

Got it from some sites....

Kiss on the Head ==> He adores you
Kiss on the ear ==> Romantic
Kiss on the lips ==> He loves you
Kiss on the neck ==> He wants you
Kiss on the cheek ==> Friendship
Kiss on the shoulder ==> You are Wonderful
Kiss on the forehead ==> Comfort
Kiss on the nose ==> You are Terrific
French Kiss ==> You turn him on
Kiss anywhere else ==> Watch out girl!
Playing with your hair ==> He can't be without you
Smiles ==> You're making him Happy
Holding hands ==> You make him happy
Blowing in your ear ==> Start Worrying
Arm around your waist ==> He needs you
Looks you in the eyes ==> Kiss Him
Raising Eyebrows ==> Flirting
Friendly slap on the butt ==> Getting Tender
Squeezing hands ==> Don't leave me now
Wet lips ==> He wants to kiss you
Filled with laughter ==> He enjoys being with you
Hickies ==> He wants to show you are his gal
Breathing Fast ==> Get the hell out of there

I believe in god.

2008-12-25T02:30:00.003+08:00

Its Christmas everybody! And Yes, I believe in a god. Some call it nature. Some call it Ying and Yang. But just to be funny, I call it god. And why should you WORSHIP this god? Here are the reasons:

This god is fair. ( Everything in this world is caused by something and there is an effect. Buddhists calls it Karma, Scientists calls it Cause & Effect. I prefer Karma cos it sounds cool. )
This god is evident. ( When humans start burning fossil fuels, cut down more trees, and pollute the air with lots of CO2, we get global warming. The effect, though not quick, but is getting evident. Polar ice caps are melting, droughts appearing in South Africa and Inner China, Sea levels rising, Super Thunderstorms caused by rising sea level temperatures. )
This god is delicate yet mighty. ( Look at The Amazon Basin, Bora Bora, Grand Canyon, Nahami River, Verdon Gorge, Mer de Glace and the lost worlds of venezuela. All this are the wonderful nature that we have had. Some still exits while others had disappeared. Yet this god is mighty because it can destory human civilisations via flood, drought, famine, storms and whatever you name it. )
This god is not selfish. ( It does not requires animals to pray nor me to follow the 10 commandments. Nor does it need any special worshipping of sorts. Basically, its generous and giving. Because It gives me my FOOD. )
We experience this god. ( Yes we are part of the whole ecosystem. We are able to experience this god just by giving up our electronics for a while and look out into the world, the sky the clouds. We are living in IT. )
This god loves and embraces everything. ( Ants, Cats, Dogs, Whales, Fishes, Amoeba, Snakes, Chicken, Cow, Horse, Birds, Trees, Flowers, Plants and my lovely Pandas. Everything is inside this god, and my god loves every single bit of it. )
This god is not supernatural. ( Look. This god is nature. How can it be supernatural? Lol. So that's it man. You got one super evident thing in front of you and you believing in some fairy tales like santa Claus? Oh man. )

So here are my 7 reasons. Lol.. and ya, this god doesn't take a rest on Sundays because its working 24 hours JUST FOR OUR SAKE. ITS so freaaaaaaaaaaaaaaking kind. We must start cherishing and worship this god otherwise we might be destroyed by it.

Hopefully, everyone will think about this seriously after reading, stop pollution and start conserving nature.

Christmas Outing

2008-12-21T17:21:00.004+08:00

Cancelled because i got something else on.
Postnote: There is somebody that I had liked for a while but not until recently did I made my move. For those who think that I am one leg on 2 boat, I am sad to say that I had already broke up with her a few days ago. Not only because of that, because of other things too. Anyway, this kind of things are part and parcel of life so I'm not gonna say much. What I wanted to say was that this somebody is really really who I have sit down, look at it and think without any impulse or whatever and decided. I post this because I had to be responsible to whoever that thinks otherwise and I don't want this person to be known cos she may not like me and I don't want a bunch of fkedup ppl to go hunt her down or invade her privacy of sorts. So anyhow, that's the point. Good luck have fun.

Date of Event: 25th December 2008
Venue: To be Announced
Time: 1pm

Invited List
Pei Qi
Jade
Wei ting
Melvin
Si Chuan
Angela
Nerrisa
Nerrisa's friend
Zhou Liang
Harold
Yuan Fa
Those who cannot make it with appropriate reasons, please tell me in advance.
Those who cannot make it because they don't want to go will not be my friend anymore.
Invited people, please bring along a gift worth at least $5 to be exchanged on that day.
Venue will be randomly generated
Food and drinks will NOT be provided so please bring along at least $20.
Anyone who wish to come please sms / msn me.
Couples can bring just 1 gift as an exception. In return, they get only 1 gift. Lol.
To the rest, a happy christmas and a merry new year!

I Hate CHILDISH BEHAVIOUR.

2008-12-21T03:03:00.003+08:00

Yes, I hate childish behaviour. But first before anyone starts pointing fingers at me, let me define my perspective of childish behaviour.

Childish behaviour in my current perspective is NOT any of the following:

Playing games that are meant for children
撒嬌 ( Apparently no english word that I know of but the closest would be to behave in a way where you try to get what you want )
Thinking innocently ( That's not even childish, that's adorable! )

Childish behaviour in my context will be any of the following:

Trying to act Dumb / Retard. ( E.g Brice )
Creating useless flame wars out of nothing ( E.g hey, cheebye in the tagboard, and flamers that appear on pq and other de blogs' tagboard )
Speaking with weird english accents
Being Stubborn when its already proven that certain things are wrong

The Criticsm

Anyhow, just look at those that are being classified as Childish Behaviour. The points prove their point. Anyone would obviously hate any of the points, maybe except for weird english accents, which I can't stand. Its like, if you have any problems with english, just use chinese for god's sake and if you can't, fall back to sign language. Don't try to act funny with weird english pronunciations. Quite frankly, I don't like using English in speech that are casual because English sounds serious and with all the high and low pronunciations and my not-so-perfect mouth, I prefer Chinese as the main oral language.

Anyway, on to being stubborn. People who are stubborn are normally 'rewarded' for their persistance in any form of conflict. That's why I don't like them. Can't they just open up their eyes and ears and for once think. Yes, think. Because you have got brains other than your big fat gut. So, please stop being stubborn. If you still think you're right, go on a round robin approach with your idea and that should solve it.

Last but not least, just to end it all. The past few weeks were stressful, torturing and kind of intoxicating in some sense. Bad and good things happen around me while I'm in the phase of changes again.

P.S: Thanks to that special someone who make things better for me even if you hurt me in a way.

When the world becomes selfish...

2008-12-13T18:21:00.005+08:00

Why should I become a mask for you to hide your inner dark desire of loving that guy? Why should I face that awkward situation of becoming cast aside while you try to get his attention and while he try to earn her love? Do you think I'm a dumb 3 year old when your action speaks louder than words? My emotional side loves you so much and gives you everything but hey, this is written by the logical side so I'm fucking heck care about my other emotions when it comes to this kind of lame 'act' of sacrifice. Why should I be in the middle of everything since in the first place, I shouldn't be caring? AND you, Why can't you stand up and be a man to tell everyone and do everything since its YOUR responsibility? Why do I have to do everything for you? Because you got no balls? Why should I even care?And to you, don't try to start a Line war, just accept or deny him for he has a girl who's heart is flying all around him. You have to do something, quick and fast if you don't wish anything bad to happen.

"I don't want to set the world on fire, I just want to start a flame in your heart."

Thus, today's ending is like this. Have fun and don't try to deny your darker side for they are glowing straight out of you.

P.S: I am not a fucking toy which you can throw around and take for granted.

Our Future, Yours and Mine.

2008-12-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

Recently, because of the Imagine Cup 2009, I began reading on the 8 goals of humanity cause that the United Nations wanted to achieve by 2015. They can be found at this link.

So anyway, after reading it, I have 2 goals that I shall put in focus for this entry.
Let's start with education.

Universal Education for every child. Why is it so important?

Ever since the dawn of Human, we have learn the importance of intelligence and utilising it for surviving in the wilderness. However, as time goes by, this survival becomes less important and we begin to advance into another stage of learning whereby we learn for to create a better society for all. However, since the dawn of time, human also created another form of learning and that is religion. Religion at its prime time during the middle ages all the way to the enlightenment age has rule with its golden rule of "God" giving us what we had all need and what we are supposed to do and the morals we should live by. I'm not targeting any particular religion but religions as a a whole, meaning polytheistic and monotheistic gods are all under this category. Of course, Man has benefit from this form of learning, creating one of the best architecture and learning from philosophy along these lines that shaped our current world.

However, as Man become smarter, they discover something called Science, religious conservatives regard it as a threat to their society and begin prosecuting any "science" believers for heresy. But Man as known for his rebellious nature, stood to his own opinions and start to have lots of uprisings for the sake of bringing Science alive. Today, we are equipped with all the equipments of learning and theories of our dawn but still, religion lives in the heart of over 50% of the population with Christianity as a major player in the religious community.

Thinking of this makes me wonder why it spread so wide in the first place. For religious conservatives, they would say it is the work of god and so on while for historians with a solid background of what's happening will see the flow from ancient Rome (Constantine) all the way to the expansion of the european empires as the main cause why this religion spread far and wide. However, this is not my topic today so that's only a summary.

Science has brought us what we need today, our electricity, daily food, clean water, the internet I'm using and taught us why and how things work. Our forefathers of democracy taught us the morals of Man (contrastingly not the bible) in the words of the declaration of the human rights. Our comfortable environment gave us the opportunity to help those who are in need and focus on the advancement of man instead of survival and hunting for food. We are the gifts of intelligence and thought.

Thus the need for universal education is more important than ever. However, capitalistic corporations and religious missionaries have used this tool to spread their propoganda of thought. This for one, changes a lot of things. Imagine a christian/muslim africa 50 years from now. Its happening. Why does it all happen? If we can implement a global non religious, non capitalistic education, it would be perfect. Human would advance further than anyone imagine.
The thought of it makes me feel that life is so much more meaningful than worshipping every sunday or burning incense paper every 1st / 15th lunar month.

Another topic would be on the equality of gender and the empowerment of woman.

I have always thought that Man abuse Woman and did not want to treat them as an equal due to Man's selfishness from young until today. Just now, I realise that generally woman was treated this badly because they wanted it. Of course, saying this would be unfair to woman rights group and other independent woman, but do you know what is the meaning of equality?

Equality of gender would first mean the loss of the rights for man to take control of a woman's life or claim her as his own. Of course, why did Man claim her in the first place, Part Nature, Part Man's selfishness. Nature has always dim that the male gender will be more powerful than the female gender with the exception of the sea horse (male give birth) and some ape species.

Thus, its not easy for Man not to dominate in the first place since his genes was instructed to do so. However, with intelligence and the human equality in mind, we can overcome this problem with our own reasoning. This is where the part of woman comes in. The genes of the female gender was created with a weaker mindset so woman tend to need more emotional concern and love and care and stuff like that. However, if we were to treat each other as equal, the female gender has to remove this thinking too.

Man and Woman should start talking with reason and instead of sweet talking / abusing of the opposite gender, everyone should think about what they are talking about and say things with reason. This is the equality of gender.

Let us all look forward to a better future.

Jewelry is my Lady Luck™

2008-12-05T16:15:00.002+08:00

When's she happy with me, my life gets better

When's she upset with me, everything will get worse

How influential can anyone else be?

On to some gossips... Recently, there is this passerby guy.. actually is few months back.. with some very guai lan random names going around people's blog tagging a lot of shit.. I came up with a list of ideal people who might fit the picture and guess what.. I think I know who this person is already. lol.. 1 hell of a nasty piece of shit though.

Anyway, NCS was great... everyone there friendly when we interact hahahaha.. though i feel so damm guilty to come at the wrong time.. hahahahahaha. =X Oh welll...

Gossips Gossips... Lately, everyone seems to be getting attached... With the latest news of attached being wei ting and her mystery boyfriend.. because I still dunno who it is yet. So left with Jade, Pei Qi, Zhou Liang, Jewelry, Richard, Yuan Fa, Angela, Melvin, Nerissa still single. lol. So Zackal is officially jioing jade while Melvin likes another girl that I dunnoe and now is paoing her. Angela is waiting for 21 while Nerissa...I'm not sure. Then Jewelry was rumoured to be in cahoots with Guan Yun while Pei qi is still looking for her prince to fetch her. As for Richard and Yuan fa, seriously no one knows either... hahaha. Richard's fan of charlene blog though (from my own observation) psst. So yeah. =X GLHF Friends.

Uber Lame Quiz

2008-12-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

Click Here to see the whole list.

About Work, Friendships, Love and my new theme.

2008-11-29T00:32:00.007+08:00

First, my new theme.... Eledonia 3.0, Dreamy Developers.
Ya ya I know its like so late but I don't have enough time to sit down to start coding.. maybe later and anyway I'm still finding reliable servers that can host my scripts + sqls so that it won't be down suddenly.

Second, my gf go holiday with her family to Genting.. mIss her lei... cos jiu miss her lor... den recently kw smsed me again.. ahhh!! kw finally sms me lol... so of cos very happy la.. hahaha.. die le.. am I 2 timing? I love both a lot lei.. die.

Third, went to eat dinner with Angela, Sichuan, Nerrisa, Melvin and forgot the other girl's name hahaha.. Kenneth pang seh us cos he go with a2 class for dinner LOL.. Then I go not because I like nerrisa la.. you all must get it. I already enough love troubles as you can see above... I go because some people (check links again) go ask Zackal wan go eat at amk or not...den Zackal say see how.. den she quickly suggest Plaza Singapura den from amk become Plaza Singapura become Bishan J8 den later become Plaza Singapura again so she decide to go with him to eat candlelight dinner, so i emo dun wan go home and cos of emo so go out with them.. but heng heng i went with them.. mood from -10000 become +100000.. nice lor.. a lot of gossip and still can take photos with the nerrisa as friends.. LOL... dun mind take with chio bu but seriously I don't want to jio her k.. HAHAHAHA. my gf good enough.. lol.. =X (even must jio i will jio kw.) Oops... hope my gf never saw that ggg...

So yah, great week.. co-workers all not bad... supervisor seem to be tolerant but haven't grade me so I don't dare say much lol.. den ya, bad early week cos testing but now do development so a bit better won't sleep le... lol...

P.S: Will try to get the theme up soon.. no datelines yet.. sorrz.

[EDIT - Photos in Random Order!]

Nerissa & Sichuan with the smaller bear tree behind

Coke Christmas tree...

The girls with the Coca Cola Christmas Tree

Feeling Emo because they die oso must take..

Yeah this one nicest...

Wrong timing.. haiz lol..

IPP is good - Intelligent People Participating is good.

2008-11-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

So, first thing's first.

1. Jewelry isn't in my team anymore because my project is now in maintainence phase don't need so many people to come and slack for $500.00 so she kana transferred to MOE section to fight the development fire in Block B.

2. OIC isn't the Ms Adeline after all, instead is a very helpful china guy who's kind of slack and let me eat my breakfast today compared to others who need to get people "watch water".

3. Richard & Engkiat at the room next to me nia so pantry during tea time is always fun.

4. Colleagues are nice people. Computers are slowpoke.

5. Jewelry say she walk like Psyduck cos leg pain... can't help but to agree with her on the leg pain cos everyday formal wear really not xi guan.

6. Finally adults look & feel coming... I can feel it.

7. My favourite person to chat with now is ... ... ... Novita Koh! Maybe because today her birthday den i today damm tired so chat a lot of stuff relating to IT and ask her for help.. haha Happy Birthday Ms Novita!!!

8. IPP Students sleep because either the computer sucks and they have to wait or they got nothing to do because i experience it now.

9. I love the pantry. Free milo, kopi, tea and got microwave let me put stuff.

10. Clubhouse is officially the sleeping area for all NCS employees.. hahaha.

Meanwhile, just today, I crawled around the blogs to see any special mention of me.. got 2.. so if you all damm curious, go to my link section and click any random links to start finding. Have fun!

The end of FYPJ.

2008-11-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

I lol-ed at this...

;maizatul husna ishak; ;Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never
rise; says:
well, watever la.think watever u want n
assume watever u tink it is.since u tink im backstabbing u.n dun ever tell me u
r so pure n never ever backstab ur teammate b4.n im aware u backstabbed me
alot.esp talking bad abt how stupid i m to ur frens ok.n i dun even complain n
show it off in my MSN nick lor.n if i wanna backstab u i cn easily tell ms yarny
u always come late or i dun even clock in for u or ask ppl 2 help clock in even
when i myself is late ok.im nt selfish lor.its still and offence to come late or
ask ppl sign in for u no matter u come late bcz do work.bt anyway,good luck for
ur IPP.wish u all the best.hope we dun meet again then.since u think so lowly of
me...

Anyway, that's a full quote without any changes. So inside there, i think almost everything is true but not sure cos i never go read all the content and think of the any hidden content. Too tired already.

Anyway, FYPJ this semester has finally ended. What should I say? What can I say? Will it affect me in any ways? After long moments of thought, I think of what to say liao...

The Pros of my FYPJ:

Its a challenging project but not as something as foreign as .NET side.
Mr Lee is my supervisor.. better than having some lecturers I don't know and maybe cannot communicate as easily.
Zackal and JM is study semester (at least not IPP) so got people around.
Chlorophyll Studios win in one of the sponsers category for the Yahoo Competition.
I MEET NEW FRIENDS. Thanks Angela, Nerrisa, Si Chuan (i think that is how her name is spelt), Melvin, Raymond Chua, and many others for being such great pals during FYPJ period.
The friday dinners with Kenneth, Zackal, Jieming, Pei qi.

The Cons of my FYPJ:

I always wake up too late, so always have to depend on people. This is the worst thing I think so I have to be able to wake up for IPP liao.
I meet a new type of people.
I didn't sleep well 2 nights before final presentation so I wasn't able to present well enough with all the "words" & sentence structure absent.
I did (perhaps) too much changes to the project because the idea wasn't "solid" enough for deployment and when I settled down on one idea, its quite late in the week.
I assume implementation for Web is easy but it wasn't.
I forgot all my J2EE. die liao. but now still ok le.. went back to normal.

Anyway, this is the summary. For those who want to read more, you can click here. If you think you will be offended, PLEASE DO NOT CLICK BECAUSE I HAVE WARN YOU NOT TO CLICK ALREADY.

Truth to be told. My final presentation didn't went as well due to many factors. Like I said, I met a new kind of people. But it isn't new anyway because last time I have worked with such people too. Like what Mai said, yeah she everyday help me sign in or ask Charlene help me sign in. Yeah its my fault, I should get punished and stuff like that. So anyway, I have to prepare to accept the consequences of cause. However, I don't tolerate black mailing that's why I decide to write it out all the same. I decide to keep this part hidden or else someone say "oi, you go publicise all the stuff, you backstabber or things like that.". One thing I hate about this particular group of people is that they decide to keep you happy while making you so bad. What I don't understand is this time, I'm already so good as to do the extra stuff to relieve some pressure for SOME people but instead get blamed that I LIKE TO DO ALL THE STUFF. FOR GOODNESS sake, I DON'T ok. I see that the person has so much work to do then help her do, end up she turn one round and shoot me like that in front of teachers some more. And by the way, did I heard someone saying "eh thomas, sorry arh i don't code as well. can i do documentation?" during the first week of FYPJ? Seriously, by putting the blame on me (saying she can't present well because she only see the slides last minute), she blabber out rubbish she think is correct instead of what I told her beforehand. End up I get to be blamed la. fine lor win le. But that's the thing I hate... and since let's all say here and there, do you know SMOKING IS NOT ALLOWED IN NYP? Some more, when you smoke and the smell stinks I never complain but when I just put some chocolate or tissue at my own AREA, you kao pei like fuck. So what is your problem? And I have to say this because she like to Paotou people so much. So this is a revenge for her. Anyway, the whole problem is, she don't follow the informal "rules" of you do your thing, i do my thing and if we fail blame OURSELVES and caused so many trouble that's why I complain. People do this, then you just shudd up and do your stuff la. AND WHEN YOU TRY TO BULLSHIT AND SAY ALL THE WRONG STUFF ABOUT PERVASIVE COMPUTING OR WHATEVER, DON'T BLAME OTHER PEOPLE. THAT'S ONE THING YOU HAVE TO FUCKING LEARN. NO WONDER GOT PEOPLE WARN ME ABOUT YOU. To hell with this kind of people. And then still can say to teacher that I kao pei my arrogance and gpa to you. This is what REALLY HAPPEN. She call me a pig so I say eh pig at least the gpa 3.7 higher than you. Then she kp teacher i arrogant. But of course I never wanted to tell the teacher that you say i pig or what but seriously you should wake up and think about your attitude. Just because, you got so many friends who like to crowd around with you and talk about god knows what while you don't do your work doesn't mean you can blame me for all these shit. and remember YOU STARTED THIS FLAME WAR. and you have fucking incur the wrath of me. So good luck have fun to your IPP la. Presentation still can say (and i quote), " eh teacher you think this one can deploy or not the sensors" NAH BEI CHEE BYE. ALREADY END LIAO STILL SAY SO MANY COCK DURING PRESENTATION. THIS IS THE WORST. Sorry to the rest, I don't wish to say all this vulgarities but its really been a long while since I have to put up with people like this. Seriously. And just because I tell jieming that too bad he never do this project with me a bit wasted doesn't mean I suan you. Its because I find him a better attitude person because even when we "quarrel" about project, it won't become a personal attack because its constructive criticsm. So go and find what that means. ROFL. There's still a lot of thing to say but I don't give a damn to continue anymore because if I continue, I will be like you. Have fun and BB.

Random Rubbish

2008-11-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine ask me this queestion.....

If it hurts to love someone else when you are in love with someone already.

and it hurts even more knowing that the love won't be rekindled.

and it hurts even even more when you have to make the person disappear so that presumbly you won't get hurt anymore.

In this situation, what will you do?

Post your replies in the taggy.

The impact of Blogshops on the global economy

2008-11-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

So, why have I chosen to write on this topic? Recently, I came across this word a lot of times at many blogs (e.g. xiaxue, bloglines.com/public/blogshop, etc). So feeling curious, I decide to google + yahoo the blogshop keyword and found many "blogs that sells stuff" being termed as Blogshops as a collective whole.

This trend started not too long ago in early 2004, when I recalled the news talking about a group of girls selling their 2nd hand accessories online to gain extra revenue for other expenses. Thus, I can see that many of our singaporean or even global "entrepreneur"-minded teenagers will follow the trend and lead to the current Blogshop scene today.

Selling things online in blogs like Blogshop is very similar to opening a push-cart shop in any shopping centres except that you are actually conducting your business transacations online with a potential global audience instead of only the passer-bys who frequent the shopping centres that you are situated at.

Thus, this leads to a whole new idea of global capitalism. Imagine the amount of money flowing around the world during business transactioons made by Blogshops and how the governments cannot control it because Blogshops has no boundaries, territory and it is simply virtual. Do note the fact that even if there is any country that can even conduct taxation on it, it would most likely be the country which hosted Google's Blogger.com servers. Thus, that's the only country that would potentially benefit from this new economy model.

Without registration of business and simply selling online, everyone except the government stands to gain directly because Blogshop simply doesn't pay taxes, and guess what, most of them are teenagers who are not even of legal age to set up a company. Thus, this new model would most likely give them indeed more pocket money and less tax for the government.

Some may argue that the government actually tax the goods that are bring in/out of the country but let me ask you, does online items has GST? or business revenue tax? no it doesn't.

Welcome to the New Age Capitalism.

Saboteurs & People like that.

2008-11-15T04:00:00.002+08:00

One thing I can be sure of. This big big conspiracy by whoever that is so gayassly fuckedup is gonna die.

After intensive checking, I come to a conclusion that passerby, muthaking & "cheebye" are the same person as they are all from NYP and they have a very free time between 9 - 10 + am in the morning.. seemingly a FYPJ student who got nothing better to do.

And just now, I finally realise what actually happened today....

First thing in the morning, zackal's school account got hacked and he called me. I checked mine and found it alright.

Then melvin tell me about the people who went his lab.. and only just now did i got clarifications from ek that he thought melvin had defaced the yi si's blog as the "forest" user so he went to find the melvin, but since melvin don't even know yi si's blog, how can he do that?

So third thing here, this passerby, muthaking & "cheebye" guy, come to my blog, first time ask me don't be overconfident, then tell me bus 11 got different models and lastly say taiwanese tai tai is MIC , made in china meaning she knows that angela is from china and technically wants to challenge me. So this person is 99%, if not 100% responsible for the BSOD things and weird stuff that is happening around me and whoever this guy/girl is, he/she is someone I know and around my group of people.

Last but not least, this person has a lot of guts because seriously if we found out who this person is, he/she is so dead.

A BORING FRIDAY NIGHT...

2008-11-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sian... today is damm sian...

First went to Novena at 6pm to eat some food court stuff with Pei qi... After finish eating, zackal called her and she talk to him and stuff.. den we go walk 1 round around the shopping centre and find that nothing much is around the place so she decide to went home while I go back to sun plaza to do my work...

So at sun plaza, its 8pm and there's no space for me for a plug... decide to go to NLB to see see some programming books.. nothing much since all the old old books so sian.. so went to nTuC fairprice and see the stuff there.. nothing much oso.. so walk a few rounds before going back to coffee bean and finally got a seat... afterwards, realise the internet is down so played a few games of Red alert 3... and before long, its 10++ pm le... head home and tata.. here I am...

dammmmmmm borrrrring. -.- lesson learnt : next time go out should get zackal or else no point going out man haizzzzz T_T

Scammed

2008-11-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

When you see malay asking for money, beware!

Today we go kfc for dinner with zackal & jie ming...
use computer and eat...

den....

suddenly got this malay ah beng pretend to ask us some laptop question..den wan to borrow money from us..after a lot of persistent asking, zackal gave him $3.. den he shake our hands and walk away.. so farked up... but anyhow its gay.... so be careful when you go to amk kfc next time for you may be the next victim!

Scapedgoated...

2008-11-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today is a bloody sad day.

Why?

Because I tell everyone a loophole in the security of the FYPJ system and suddenly poof! everyone's com kana BSOD from L340 to L312...

Why has BSOD got to do with me using Microsoft Remote Desktop Connection? I never even use any gay 3rd party stuff zzzzz.

Furthermore for those who have been using RDC before, they should know that for Windows Server 2003, its multi-user while for XP its single-user and it DOESN'T CAUSE BSOD. Not that I know of that is.

And even more weirdly, I only use RDC on kenneth's & the taiwanese taitai com nia... never even ping the rest! What has their BSOD got to do with me?!

So I started investigating (since even my own FYPJ computer oso kana BSOD) and find out why there will be BSODes around in a network...

Came across this site : http://support.software602.com/kb/view.aspx?articleID=675

In it, and i quote it, This Windows stop error indicates a problem with your Network card or Network subsystem in Windows.

The network subsystem in windows in this case is the SITFYPJ.nyp.edu.sg server. So its not my problem. I never even touch the server stuff... =.= and if anyone in L340 recalled, the msn the last few days was really bad with the DNS not working and a gateway down... and just to add on, I am directly accessing ken's com so how can I even spoil a server with RDC.. Damm, I must be Microsoft's Engineer to do that. =.=

Anyway, everyone lost a lot of their work because we (INCLUDING ME) never save our work... What to do lei? Buy the school a new server? or ask them to stop filtering our content.. oh well.. I got nothing to say...

Just wish to clarify everything that happened...

Law of the Shepherds

2008-11-01T02:30:00.002+08:00

"Don't lie to god."

"Don't cheat death."

"Don't play with Karma."

Went to watch The Coffin today with carina, zackal, harold and yf today.

So the 3 quotes above are what I can summarise from the movie.

Anyway, the new design will be postponed in 2 more weeks... after fypj...

About Annoymous cbox users and passerbys

2008-10-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

Recently, there's a lot of people who like to be anonymous in the cbox tags whereby they used funny names to flame others in blogs and stuff.. Pei qi and Xin ying got flamed by some gay called hey while there's a passerby in my blog who say such stuff...

So here's the ip information of the passerby...

202.12.94.211
inetnum: 202.12.94.0 - 202.12.95.255
netname: NETBLK-NYPNET202
descr: Nanyang Polytechnic
descr: Ang Mo Kio Campus
descr: 180 Ang Mo Kio Ave 8
descr: Singapore 569830
country: SG
admin-c: KW119-AP
tech-c: KW119-AP
notify: *****@apnic.net
mnt-by: APNIC-HM
mnt-lower: MAINT-SG-NYP
changed: **********@apnic.net 19930416
changed: **********@apnic.net 20010804
changed: *********@apnic.net 20020604
status: ALLOCATED PORTABLE

hoho.. so its from NYP.. Time taken is 24 October 2008, 08:40.
So maybe get a few Technical Officers to go check it out.. XD

And on to blog themes...
Eledonia will be going through a revamp soon.. actually its today. and new features will include a lot of community based sharing that leverages on Google Maps, mobile features, live chat and maybe registration will be needed (We won't want trolls to come in and make a mess out of what we have done.) and trackers will also be needed. I will be using Google Analytics so be assured you won't get third party stuff... lololol... in any case, future blog trolls or whoever that defamed will seriously be dealt with. Will you punish someone who spit at your shop? Surely. So until then, try to bear with this blog lolol...

Seriously, Adults got no brains.

2008-10-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

Just in case later on I die and everyone wonder what actually happen, here's the whole story from my perspective.

Today, halfway during the napfa training, I got an asthma attack... and a rather serious one considering the last major one was like 4 years ago in 2004...

So I went to tell Ms cher about it and she get a bag for me to go breathe in and out more smoothly... After that stage of breathlessness, it became the "numb" stage where the blood sort of stop flowing around and the whole body become very very very numb.... I was damm frightened that I might die because it had this very dizzy feeling which suck to core....

So after resting for quite a while, I went back to the FYPJ lab where I called my mum to get me at the MRT station near my house...

And I went to see the doctor and get my medication...

At that doctor, he told me that I had to visit my previous clinic to get a record for my medical history since I visited that clinic for the first time....

So after taking the ventolin inhaler puff, I walked over to the 2nd clinic to get my medical history... but since there's only 1 record and its 4 years ago.. in 2004, the doctor can't confirm anything... and the worst thing of all, he said that my chest is feeling normal.. but he just book a date in nov for me to visit the specialist...

Afterwards, I went back and see my dad... and he said.. if i never drink cold drink and stuff, i won't get this problem.. but problem is i RARELY drink cold drinks because it will destory the teeth! damm it everyone who knows me should know i don't like coke.. gg.

So then my mum come back and start complaining the 2 doctors are scamming because it cost a total of SG$63 all together including the letters which is going to be presented to the specialist WITHOUT any rebate or wat and the inhalers.. so my parents start quarreling over this with my dad asking why should i call back home in the first place?

So I just replied, " I wouldn't call back in the first place, if the lecturers in the poly didn't get me to."

So seriously, adults are damm dumb. When I'm really sick and just want the medicine, they can go think of all sorts of shitty things and make me more pissed off. Damm adults k.

Yahoo Mobile Developers Challenge - 1 more day left!

2008-10-20T04:07:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow.. nono today will be the judging day for Yahoo Mobile Developers Challenge.... So for this competition, the max top prize you can get is $2k...wah... and my team is like 80% sure will get... no la.. is we guess.. cos this time round, we put in a real loads of effort from soaping to ripping to sqling to imaging.... For my part, I can say I cover a whole mini year 2 semester project in 2 weeks. (Database Design, CRUD, Interface Design, Graphics and Content, Flickr services for the community are all done by me). So i'm proud to say that I deserved the $2k! But don't forget my teammates, jm who rushed the ripping, weather, currency, translate & 1 core function and stuff like that and jr who did 2 of the initial core functions.... So everyone did their part this time round and we DIDN'T HARDCODE. So hopefully we'll be winning... hahaha SGD$2k in pocket feels good k...

If I win, I shall add my project screenshots here... XD!

Anyhow, I miss someone lol... and that's my gffffffff. lol.. feel so dui bu qi to her... only seen her last sat..and i mean 1 week ago... lol.. so ya, maybe she wanna find other guys liao cos i got so little time for her... haaaizzzz... lol

Surviving in the Harsh Reality(like FYPJ)

2008-09-25T20:57:00.003+08:00

Golden Rule 1: It doesn't hurt to be dumber, its hurts if you don't know a thing and it kills to know everything!
Explanation: If you don't know what's happening, you can't get any help at all, if you know everything you die helping people, so the best is to be a bit dumber but knows who to find help.

Golden Rule 2: People love things to be free and will hate you if its not.
Explanation: People expect you to help them for free, and if you ever get them to pay, they will say that you're an idiot!

Golden Rule 3: Too much Charity Hurts.
Explanation: When doing charity(of helping people), be sure to make sure that you yourself survives. If not, don't bother.

Golden Rule 4: Do not try to act like superman when you're a human.
Explanation: Don't chu stunt when you don't have enough backing. You will die miserably.

Golden Rule 5: Try to be friends with everybody, but try not to be overly helpful.
Explanation: Like 3, we are out to survive,not out to die.

So that's the top 5 most saddest rule in survivng this kind of harsh reality.

And to top it up, where in the heck can I get a job in FYPJ?!?!?! Sian.

Mastering Leadership

2008-09-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

Give me beauty in the
inward soul; may the
outward and inward man
be
at one.
— Socrates

We lead by virtue of who we are. Some people who read this will make breakthroughs and
then lead their own lives more effectively. Others will develop themselves and passionately
lead major organizations to new heights. Whether we are at an early stage in our career, a
mid-level manager, or a senior executive, we are all CEOs of our own lives. The only difference
is the domain of influence. The process is the same; we lead from who we are. The
leader and the person are one. As we learn to master our growth as a person, we will be on
the path to mastery of Leadership from the Inside Out.

What does mastery of leadership mean to you? To many people it is mastery of something:
mastery of the skill to be a dynamic public speaker, mastery of strategic planning and visioning,
mastery of consistent achievements and results. Instead of being seen as an ongoing, internal
growth process, mastery is usually seen as mastery of something outside of ourselves. When
you think about it, it’s no wonder that our ideas about mastery and leadership tend to be externalized.

Our training, development, and educational systems focus on learning about
things. We learn what to think, not how to think. We learn what to do, not how to be. We
learn what to achieve, not how to achieve. We learn about things, not the nature of things. We tend to fill up the container of knowledge but rarely consider comprehending it, expanding it, or using it more effectively. In organizations, this external pattern continues. As leaders of organizations and communities, we receive recognition for our external mastery. Our success is measured by the degree to which we have mastered our external environment. Revenue, profit, new product breakthroughs, cost savings, and market share are only some of
the measures of our external competencies. Few would question the value of achieving and
measuring external results. That isn’t the real issue. The core questions are: Where do the external results come from? Is focusing on external achievement the sole source of greater accomplishment? Could it be that our single-minded focus on external results is causing us to
miss the underlying dynamics supporting sustainable peak performance?
Malcolm Forbes said, “Only a handful of companies understand that all successful business operations come down to three basic principles: People, Product, Profit. Without TOP people, you cannot do much with the others.”

Our definitions of leadership also tend to be externalized. Most descriptions of leadership
focus on the outer manifestations of leadership (i.e., vision, innovation, results, drive, etc.),
instead of getting to the fundamental, essence of leadership itself. For years, many companies
came to us with their beautiful leadership models. One day I had a meeting with representatives from one of these companies. When they walked into my office, I noticed that they
were carrying an imposing, massive document. They dropped it onto my desk with a thud.
When I asked them what it was, they said with obvious pride, “This is our leadership competency model.” A bit taken aback by its size, I said, “Gee, it looks pretty big. How many
competencies are in there?” With a knowing confidence, they said, “Eighty-four.” Not sure
how to respond to this, but wanting to provoke their thinking, I asked, “Have you ever met
one?” The certainty in their eyes disappeared. Their faces twisted into puzzlement, and they
asked, “What do you mean?” I explained. “In the whole history of civilization have you ever
met anyone who has all these qualities at all times in all circumstances? In your organization
have you ever met anyone with all these qualities?” They said that they hadn’t, and I pressed
further. “But you want everybody to have all 84 competencies all the time, right?” We went back and forth like this until finally I made my point. Companies create perfection myths about what they want or expect of leaders. Although aspiring to all those competencies may be noble, it also would be unrealistic to find all of them embodied in a real person.

We are what we're meant to be.

Auer Charité Drive 2008!

2008-09-15T08:36:00.008+08:00

Once Upon A Gay Time,

There is a poor kiddo...
He had some good friends...
He had some bad friends...

The good & the bad friends organise the chalet...
The bad friend charge him a gay ass amount...
However, he still wish to go because he doesn't want to lose his good friends...
However, the gay ass friend of his still want him to pay back...

Our target this year will be : SGD$44.00
Thus, please help! If you can, please donate SGD$0.05, SGD$0.10,SGD$0.20,SGD$0.50,SGD$1.00 or any amount in Singapore Currency. Every amount of your kindness will be appreciated and every single cent will go to help this kid!

What's more, Auer Productions© 2008 has participated in this act of kindness & heroism! Every time, Gemira has helped you successfully for free, (and if you have a heart!) please donate!

As a bonus, the top donators (unless they choose to remain anonymous) will have their name on this Charité Honorifique List below! So what are you waiting for? Start donating!!!!

"And though I feed the poor with all my goods, and though I give my body, that I be burned, and have not love [agapē], it profiteth me nothing" - 1 Cor 13:3

By the way, there will be a lucky draw for those in the list below! The winner will get a mystery item unveiled here @ Eledonia next week! So Start Donating! You got nothing to lose dude!

Charité Honorifique
These kind souls got a heart compared to the rest of the world.

Kenneth - For Being the First to Donate
Kah Wee
Richard
Jeff Dage!!
Raymond
Bo Song
Samuel
Jonathan
Nicholas - For donating a lot!
Clara
Liyana
Benard
Wesley
Alfred
Lionel
Raymond Chua
Lim Choon Hao
Evone
Yan Ming
Eng Kiat

Dudes! We got a new messenger of Jesus

2008-09-08T16:20:00.001+08:00

Nothing speaks more than a thousands words other than a picture.
So here is it.

LOL

This post is very controversial.

2008-09-03T14:30:00.002+08:00

Today..zhou liang and I decide that this Sunday, we will be joining St Andrew Cathedral... Shocking right? yeah i think so too... Anyway, this is the post a lot of people might be praying for me for... and to end with A VERY SIMPLE EQUATION THAT EVERYONE who knows me will know...

I believe that

1 + 1 = 2

Living Healthy

2008-08-24T09:02:00.003+08:00

Recently, I came across an article that relates when our body detox / absorbs the 'poisons' or nutrients in our body...

9pm - 11 pm : is the time for eliminating unnecessary/toxic chemicals (detoxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an unrelaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on health.

11pm - 1 am : is the detoxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state.

1am - 3 am : detoxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state.

3am - 5 am : detoxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the detoxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.

5am - 7am : detoxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.

7am - 9 am : absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30 am , for those who are sick. Breakfast before 7:30 am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to eat breakfast late until 9 - 10 am rather than no meal at all. Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals.

Midnight to 4:00 am : Bone marrow produces blood.

Hmm, after reading this article, I decide to be skeptical about the article because

1. This world is round thus the 4am here in my country can be 11am or 12pm or even 4pm on the other side of the world.

2. How can I be sure that the article is true even there isn't any test.

So I decided to try it out myself as an experiment:

I usually went to sleep at 4am, thus skipping most of the parts of detoxification and after the time when the blood marrow produces blood. At around 6 - 8.30am, my body became very pale. Its always between 6 - 8.30 am. Why? Maybe because what the article say about the blood production is true I guess. Then I decided to sleep at 8pm on thursday night, just in case to meet all the criteria above. As the article expected, I woke up at around 7am, feeling rather refreshed and my body isn't as pale as before.

Thus my conlusion is that, the time above is relative to your body bio-clock and the environment you live in. The body subconciously detects the environmental changes, such as Morning, Afternoon, Night and/or other climate changes in order to adapt and work itself out. Come to think of it, You are not the only one in control of your body. So its best to sleep early... 8pm... and wake up at 7am to do your work!

Tata...

7 kinds of man.

2008-08-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Quoted from the God's Delusion by Richard Dawkins.

Strong theist. 100 per cent probability of God. In the words of C. G. Jung,
'I do not believe, I know.'

Very high probability but short of 100 percent. De facto theist. 'I cannot know for certain, but I strongly believe in God and live my life on the assumption that he is there.'

Higher than 50 per cent but not very high. Technically agnostic but leaning
towards theism. 'I am very uncertain, but I am inclined to believe in God.'

Exactly 50 per cent. Completely impartial agnostic. 'God's existence and non-existence are exactly equiprobable.'

Lower than 50 per cent but not very low. Technically agnostic but leaning towards atheism. 'I don't know whether God exists but I'm inclined to be
sceptical.'

Very low probability, but short of zero. De facto atheist.'I cannot know for certain but I think God is very improbable, and I live my life on the assumption that he is not there.'

Strong atheist. 'I know there is no God, with the same
conviction as Jung "knows" there is one.'

Which would you be in and why????

I think number 5 or 6 will suit me and hopefully with LHC and its tests, we will all be number 7... Science FTW!

Life After Stress.

2008-08-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

Been long since I last blogged. Why? Because the past weeks were filled with projects & assignments to rush. So now, I can enjoy till 1^st Sep for fypj.

Holidays however doesn't mean Idling. This holiday will be filled with:

-Nokia Mobile Games Challenge
-Yahoo Mobile Widgets Competition
-HomeCookFood.com
-Establishing Chlorophyll Studios and merging Auer Productions projects with it
-Update my blog, which I'm doing now.
-Play ROSE Online (yes, NARose is Free to play now!)
-Accompany her before my fyp starts.
-Read The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins
-Learn some new (programming) languages

And I have only got 2 weeks to do all of these stuff. So you can consider me to be busy as ever.

By the way, just a question to all my dear readers... Does any of you know where to get a reliable server for me to host mySQL and files without privacy infrigement. I wanted to host on zackal server but I know how unstable his is while jm's server is only for business purposes. This server that I will be using will most likely to improve on GMaps and provide the upcoming feature in my blog whereby user can upload their photos (automatically to flickr / photobucket) and share their favourite eateries / hangouts right here on Eledonia.

So if any of you is interested to help me make this a success, please kindly tag me and give me your contact. Thanks. =D

Sun Developers Day 2008 & Cool Blogs.

2008-07-19T23:23:00.003+08:00

Tonight is so funny.

Because the major event for the past week was Tuesday's Sun Developers Day 2008 & also the Java Jive Regional Finals ... which the funny thailand and their very very funny accent took away 3 wiis and SGD$3,000.00 back to Bangkok...

Anyway, was searching for big news coverage on Sun Developers Day 2008 to find my own photo =X but to no avail.. Tried hardware zone but like quite useless cos nothing is there. So I decided to create a thread for those who went to post something about the atmosphere. A lot of Java developers from many companies went so I assume certainly someone would be from hardwarezone ba... Here's the link: http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2032756

While doing that, jm posted me a blog link and ask me if I know a person called Cannie? Obviously not.. So anyway I went to see the blog link -- > http://www.nolongercannie.blogspot.com/ <-- This one... and guess what, I found my blog link inside.. lol. That person looks familiar.. oh, another java jive participant and also the only teenage person out of those who present to be there on Sun developers day. Yeah.. I know because very little teenagers are there anyway. Yeah, so I read that my blog has alot of javascript and iframes? div ? I dunnoe.. I am those can type but don't really go read the formal terms for html tags.. lol. So I have too much javascript liao.. ggg.

Btw, the food at Hilton hotel was really good. They have like 3 different sets of buffet to choose from. 2 inside the ballroom 2 and 1 big big one outside at the lobby outside Harbour Grill. They got prawns, salmon, uber nice fried rice, sago desserts, very very thick chocolate cream(which i like), cookies dipped in choclate, pies, cakes and salads with those thailand chilli sauce.. to cater to anyone in South East Asia. Yes... the food is very good. Makes me want to go to Sun Developers Day 2009. LOL....

Anyway, if that person got come back, read this blog by my java jive teammate , clememnt and fellow blogger -> http://clemiclemi.blogspot.com/ <-- He used Dojo toolkit too.

Haha, I guess Java Jive brought all the like minded Java + web 2.0 developers like us together and bring our blogs to be more unique than the rest of the teenagers or young adults. Hahahaha...

So ya, to Sun Developers Day 2008, a great ending. And I shall post one visual quote that I took and found it to be of great meaning.

"What Others solve with People, We solve with Technology."

Year 3 Semester 1 Project Feedback

2008-07-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

This semester's project is a bit different from the scenario from last semester..

Last semester was rushy, a bit of few quarrels but we still managed to get the job done as a team.

This semester was, heck-care, ignorance, attitude, and for the first time in history, I see an outsider in our project.

Haha. So I shall Begin.

So this semester starts with a problem of my Java Jive Competition not having a strong "game theme" inside the project so I had to after 2 weeks of delay, switch to a team inside the DECS module instead of using the competition.

Then during the middle of the semester, it was the problem of not having a good game factor in the design that my team were discusssing, partly due to the fact that I have been contributing too much, my bad, and also because none of my teammates understand what the game will be like. But we still managed to sort it out at the last minute.

After the week 11,12 holidays, it was the implementation. OpenGL appears not to be as easy to comprehend as other Java Libraries. In addition to that, for the first time in my development life, I got into a situation where the newer IDEs ( Visual Studio 2005 ) cannot support the older NYPFramework Libraries and the only compatible IDE (Visual Studio 2003.net) CD was incomplete no matter who I borrowed from. The only complete set was never passed to me either.. I think it got stuck with 1 team.

Then, I also realise the difficulty of understanding the OpenGL Coordinate system.

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Teammate reviews.

This is the 2nd smallest team of school project team I ever had. The last time was an ASP.net project where I did 90% of the work. This time, I wasn't so smart to grasp OpenGL so I wanted to only do my own part. However, like any other projects, there are bound to be people in the idiots catergory.

This semester's idiots catergory is a new kind. Its based on ignorance, excuses, CCAs, and many more. Furthermore, the "attacks" it dealt is based on running away from you, finding excuses for not doing things, ignoring your calls, msn, emails and then say that you never tell the idiot anything. Uber.

However, this semester also have an interesting catergory which I would not put in idiot, but it would piss some developers off. It's sexy hot girls. Lol, you might be wondering why sexy hot girls might piss some developers off. For a simple reason, when they don't know how to do anything, they can get nerds to help them code their project use cases by either:

Sex
More Sex & BJ
More Cash & Sex & BJ
More Cash & Sex & BJ & Steads
More Cash & Sex & BJ & Steads & Free Striptease
Or simply a sexy glance

However these sexy hot girls get their job done too. Thus, they are not in the idiots catergory. But comparing too the hardworking dudes last semester, I still prefer the hardworking dudes lol.

Thus, I shall end this here with a special quote of the day.

"Get Freethinkers, they are the proest in IT."

Horoscope Fiesta

2008-07-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

Zackal & I were talking about Love (yeah love) & horoscopes and he show me this link.. So i copy the whole chunk of stuff for my horoscope from there to here!

Gemini and Leo love compatibility An affectionate pair who really enjoy each other. While Leo loves with his/her heart first, Gemini loves with his/her mind. Gemini seem to be romantic enough for Leo. The Gemini's stability will not be fluctuated by the moody Leo. Leo's self-confidence blinks at Gemini's flirtations with others. Gemini's penchant for ridicule can annoy regal Leo, though, and Leo will probably demand more adoration than Gemini is willing to give. It can be a problem but they have so much fun together that don't tend to pay attention to such small problems. Both Leo and Gemini have strong desire to have a passionate, emotional life. Sexually, Leo loves whole-heartly and Geminis variable desires are a complete mystery to him/her. Leo is quite capable of warm-heartly breaking down any resentments that Gemini may harbor from the daytime thereby easing the tension in the bedroom. It will be an acceptable connection and, surely, safe marriage in the future.

Gemini and Aries love compatibility This union can turn out to be delightful, because both Aries and Gemini are tireless, active, inclined to search for a new knowledge. The Aries' tendency to dominate is limited by an ingenuity of the Twins. The Twins have no sexual prejudices, but their energy can search for other ways of satisfaction. Gemini may seek extra stimulation, but is discreet about it. Both minds mesh well; Aries is dynamic and intelligent, Gemini is versatile and ingenious. Aries is likely to be the leader sexually, and Gemini delights in thinking up variations to keep Aires's interest at a peak. The marriage can turn out to be quite successful.

Gemini and Cancer love compatibility Gemini's sparkle immediately intrigues Cancer, but Cancer won't find security with fickle, fly-by-night Gemini. The Cancer's self-confidence will decrease during his dialogue with the changeable Gemini, who are fond of pleasures. The unguided sexual energy of the Gemini will create problems for the Cancer. Cancer is the home loving type and will be content to stay there and lock the rest of the world outside, but Gemini would soon become restless and angry over this as he/she is very sociable and likes to be around other people; having no wish to feel as if they are a prisoner in their own home. Life will quickly become unbearable to Gemini. Cancers are driven by emotion and feelings and generally prefer the constant. Gemini's unstoppable movement will prove unsettling to Cancer. Though it is a very emotional connection, the long term connection is almost impossible here.

Gemini and Libra love compatibility These two air signs are well suited intellectually and every other way. It is difficult for the representatives of both signs to control their passions. If love makes this world spinning around then this couple gives an initial push for it. This is an ideal partnership. Both favor similar changes of interests. In the case of this pair, Libra is the judge and Gemini is the responsive jury in the nuptial courthouse. The combination's intellectual and artistic interests are compatible. Both sides of the Gemini nature will be under stood by the Libra. Both of them are passionate and nobody is too jealous at the same time . They characters have a lot in common , and they perfectly understand each other in bedroom. Libra is highly sexed and their lovemaking will never go lacking. Their sex-life will never be dull. This is a perfect connection; warm and happy married couple.

Gemini and Taurus love compatibility An unpromising match, though at the beginning Taurus responds to Gemini's sparkle and Gemini is intrigued by Taurus's uncomplicated directness. The Gemini's representatives are usually double-faced ,changeable people. The Taurus' representatives are tend to a constancy. Taurus is attracted by an artistry and riches of imagination of the Gemini. However The Gemini are irritated by the Taurus' slow reaction. Taurus with the innate need to possess will never be able to hang on to the unsettled Gemini. Gemini loves change and Taurus resists it. Their sex life is gradually affected by the Gemini moods which are very changeable. Gemini behaves as the playful, mischievous little kid one minute and the next minute he/she will turn basic and animalistic in his/her sexual appetites. The typical Taurus reaction to this action will probably drive him/her into someone elses bed. This is a tasteless connection and there are not the best prospect for a marriage.

Gemini and Scorpio love compatibility Gemini's imagination and Scorpio's dynamism can make a good combination if only these two are able to get along together. They are close in the sexual relationships, but that is not enough. Gemini is the type who tries to live a full, busy life but not so with Scorpio, as Scorpio is more centered on the idea of self improvement. Scorpio is sensual, passionate, demanding, jealous, inflexible. Gemini is fickle, flighty, superficial, lighthearted, changeable. Gemini is a social creature, Scorpio likes privacy. The representatives of Gemini'sign take everything too easy for the Scorpio. The Scorpio is purposeful while the Gemini are always doubting. It will probably be a kind of relationships that is not easy to cope with with difficult marriage as a result.

Gemini and Aquarius love compatibility Uranus, the ruling planet of Aquarius, is full of surprises and sudden changes. This will suit the Gemini perfectly. Gemini are capable to subordinate to the Aquarius' will. There will be a lot of pleasant things in a bedroom though the lack of passions is also possible. The changeable Gemini are easily influenced by the Aquarius' constant pressure. They love to socialize, they have a wide range of outside activities, and neither is particularly jealous or proprietary. Sexual attraction with them is likely to be intense, as Aquarius finds Gemini to be very attractive physically. This couple will be fine bed-mates and fascinating friends. It is an interesting connection which may turn into a charming marriage.

Gemini and Capricorn love compatibility They have different sexual natures. The Saturn ruled Capricorn will be at odds with the Mercury ruled Gemini. The Gemini are usually easy-going, amorous people, while the Capricorn are sluggish, devoted, cautious. Capricorn will have a hard time holding the reins on excitable, flirtatious, wayward Gemini. All of Capricorn's patience is needed to deal with a partner it considers to be capricious, extravagant, and scatterbrained. In order for the sexual relationship to be a success, Gemini will have to distract Capricorns mind from his/her career and the problems that go with it. The initial interest can not last very long.

Gemini and Gemini love compatibility You won't find a more versatile, charming, or vivacious pair. They are fascinating conversationalists, have tons of friends, and together they'll throw some marvelous parties. Sex is fun and games. On the other hand while this connection can be very pleasant for both sides, it may lose it's stability very quickly. Because their needs are shared and they have mutual understanding of the likes and dislikes of the other then they will be highly in tune sexually. There will be a mad love between them, and marriage won't become an accident. Such combination is possible and it will be the most interesting couple that you know.

Gemini and Virgo love compatibility Both are Mercury ruled and have a mental approach to life. But similarity ends there; these two are star-crossed from the beginning. Gemini treats Virgo as a boring creature. There are precise representations about sexual behavior in the Virgo's head. The Gemini will show indecision. After attenuation of passion's fire Virgo will start to grumble and criticize Gemini. Gemini will start searching for entertainment with someone else in his/her turn. Passions run on a low thermostat; their sex life soon turns chilly. This is going to be as short as flash relationship, which has not a chance to last long time.

Gemini and Sagittarius love compatibility These two are opposites in the zodiac and are attracted to each other like magnets. They are both tireless, changeable and not frank enough as lovers. Gemini are inclined to criticize the Sagittarius' behavior in bed. They may be disappointed sexually, since neither is demonstrative-and Gemini is very quick to criticize. There are also some other weak points in their relationships while the strength is that they are both undemanding people. Their affair will probably begin impulsively and will be finished suddenly as well. The marriage can turn out to be quite good but it will require efforts from both of them.

Gemini and Pisces love compatibility The passion quotient is high, and so are the problems. The Pisces are too emotional for Gemini. Emotional Pisces for his/her turn is too easily hurt by thoughtless Gemini. Gemini is mischievous and playful, but Pisces is sensitive and takes things to heart. It creates an atmosphere of suspiciousness and mistrust. There can be a feeling of flame between them but the instability in their relations will destroy connection as a result. This is a rather risky connection and unhappy marriage.

Auer List of Influential Guys & ChioBu

2008-07-06T23:48:00.027+08:00

Hahahaha. I post this thread 1.to test javascript in blog posts 2.to show the top 10 list of chio bu and shuai ge that from [Edited]...[/Edited]

This post will be update dynamically as time goes by. Ranking now will be among users comments, polls & of course my perspective! Have Fun!
If I miss out anyone, just put in the name here and tell me which rank he or she or you should be in and why???? Because then I can see whether everyone agrees to your explanation. Put inside the tagboard. Its there for a purpose. No Celebrities. Apply only to at most my 3rd Degree friends.. that is around 20k plus people lol.

There are 3 lists so just mouse-over which one you wanna see to see the top list!

Girls Biased!

GirlsUnBiased!

Men - Sure no Bias! =D

Select your options first!

Holy Nice Deal!

2008-07-06T01:04:00.001+08:00

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I'm Happy.

2008-06-30T19:53:00.002+08:00

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Because I supposedly manage to solve the question last minute for my Games Development Practical Test today!

Because I supposedly received my belated belated belated birthday gift today and its chocolate!

Because I see a nice nice dark blue sky today.

Because I feel much better after the test.

Because in 2 days, I will get to eat shark fin!

ME I --> (^. ^) (*.*)3 <-- Me II

Because my gf sent me an SMS that made me feel happy today...

I'm Sad.

2008-06-30T00:42:00.003+08:00

Because I got supposedly a bunch of "friends" who insult my gf.

Because I got supposedly teammates who MIA themselves whenever possible.

Because I got supposedly 2 practical test that I can't even pass and know no shit of.

Because I got supposedly 2 big worries that can't get off my mind.

Because I got supposedly a religious teacher that might affect my results due to my rudeness against religions.

Because I got supposedly a fear that I might break the law.

Because I got supposedly a crisis that I can't solve and its getting bigger.

Because I got supposedly a gf who won't be able to stand by my side when everything falls.

Because I got supposedly no true friends at all.

Because I got supposedly a lot of people believing that I'm very zomg pro in C++ when I'm really suck at it and I hate OpenGL and Drawing so much that I wish that I am in the mobile applications track right now. Seriously this one, no one understands at all.

Because I suck at writing codes that doesn't have youKnowWhatItMeans and especially codes that goes &>^$%?%^>&$^^^ which sucks because there is no sense in what they means. That applies to OpenGL

Because OpenGL is so open that the big microsoft is so anti it that its so frigging hard to even set up a development for it and yeah microsoft succeed in making me hate openGL but I love google(BRICE DON"T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SEARCH WITH GOOGLE! HE SAID IT HIMSELF THAT HE ONLY KNOWS YAHOO!) so much that I will not support Microsoft if I don't need to.

Because damm the farking C++ codes that is making my head so pain now.

Because my gf can't go out with me but wtfaux that's a lame excuse for me to be sad anyway.

Because my gf has to be stuck to her parents and that is also wtfaux lame excuse for me to be sad anyway.

Because Charlene still treat me as a cold creature over that small little thing and decide to give me an eye for an eye by denying me the document that I needed the most.

Because woots later if Charlene or whoever read this and tell her will make her go "wtfaux why u write that I want you to remove it now you Son-of-bitch".

Because Damm.. I just want a peaceful semester to score either 3.8 or 3.9 but now it all seems to be so sucky because of stupid decisions I made in year 2 to avoid jade.

Because I am kind of getting even more lame now.

Because I miss going out to Sizzler / Town / Seoul Garden / China Restaruant to eat because nobody want to go with me and Jade and Zhou liang are 2 ren shi jie so now Zhou liang also no time and the rest of my friends are KIAM SIAP. Wait, I got no friend to even ask either.

Because people like brice still is so childish and refuse to cooperate in team project and end up getting suan by Alfred the god Modeller.. But its kind of lame too.. and serves Brice right too cos he don't want to put an effort to do the project.

Because I have to take the stupid responsibility of design,planning,doing, the project which SUCKS OK. i am a fucking human being, not a nerd damm you.

":Wtfaux:"

Me No. 1 --> (0 . 0)==0 (x.x) <-- Me No.2

Because supposedly, this world is not real at all, and there is something on my back.

Web 2.0 to change blog interface!

2008-06-28T02:23:00.003+08:00

Currently working hard to get the different web APIs going on my blog to showcase my web 2.0 knowledge. LOL. Anyway, apparently google map still not going on well cos the map cannot come out and seemingly not my error cos all its controls came out. We shall see what happen.

Further plans will be interactive video blogging via javascript and RESTful.. maybe I upload my veoh videos there and make a panel around here that can read the api and change accordingly... lol.. den no need embed so many different video liao so ma huan.

Music Apis still not yet.. haven't check out Imeem....hoho..maybe make one simple simple Facebook add me tag inside here using their APIs.. lol... not bad either.

Btw, here are some photos to enjoy!

Some taken a week ago.. the other 2 taken just now only.. hahahhaah.

Music Video Gallery

2008-06-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

Love Song.

Web 2.0 Standard for a Blog.

2008-06-20T12:57:00.002+08:00

In view of so many free open source standards on so many things - web design, application design, plugin design, mobile applications design, visual graphics design, car design, social networking design... etc, I have decided to come up with my Blog Design Web 2.0 Standard codenamed Aur.

So basically, Aur will sort of "teach" and set the standards of how a blog should look and feel without implementation. Its like a generic architecture plan and from there you build your on blog.

First, I have noticed that many of those unprofessional blogs(i.e skinned based blogs that people just rip of sites) where the title contains much of those relationship or friendship stuff which is completely volatile and then they forget to update such title which in turn does not reflect correctly how they feel.

So 1st rule: No situational titles. Titles should be appropriately chosen and reflect the blogger's identity.

And on to the blog design. Many of them are ripped off from creators in blogskin. By the definition of rip in this case, it doesn't mean taken with permission. Most of them did, however, having very limited knowledge of html and javascripts, this amateur bloggers serve to introduce bugs and loopholes in Internet Explorer and thus allowing spyware to enter reader's computer even if its not on purpose.

So 2nd rule: When using javascript or iFrame or any kind of 3rd party loader/ embedding, please conform to the W3C Standard of syntax. If you can't do it, then don't put it at all.

Now, for accessiblity purposes, I notice that 1. the word are very small in most of the skinned blogs; even smaller than my blog's wordings. and 2. the navigation of some skinned blogs are hard to detect and even if they did, sometimes they can't work at all.

So 3rd rule: The font size should be at least of 12pt in order to read the words properly. Navigation should be clear and concise instead of a deciving box or embedded into the background picture. Without navigation, users will be fustrated to even read your blog and will stop visiting your blog all together. When using internal frame linking via javascript, please check your javascript syntax and follow 2nd rule.

Lastly, I would like to appreciate those who had followed my design plans to create better blogs, better online discussion cum diarys, and most importantly, keep the blog safe and clean from hackers. =)

That's all for today!

Living Life.

2008-06-18T00:21:00.003+08:00

This is a random thread. Meaning it does not really have any focus on anything. I just write everything that comes into my mind.

1. Recently, quite a lot of people just die suddenly due to heart attack. Don't know why. But then maybe its something to do with our society. Unhealthy food, silent pressures, Electromagentic waves and interference... you name it.

2. Choa Chua Kang has very high density of girls : guy ratio compared to other towns. I notice it while travelling around there and comparing to yishun, ang mo kio, admiralty, woodlands. In Choa Chua Kang, I can see around 5:2 girl/guy ratio compared to 1:4 in other areas like Ang Mo kio and yishun. So guys if you despo to see zha bor, go CCK there see until you song. lol.

3. Recently don't feel quite well.. Like want to die that kind so preparing my will.. Who to give what. lol.

4. Went to so many places, take so many photographs and wanted to blog them but I got no time. So I just put some photos up here.

5. School is Stressful.

If there is a zombie epidemic (Or something related and as big as that)

2008-06-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Before I start, just want to let you all know that I had wanted to write this a few days ago but then got no time to really put it down on text and label.
So. Human's worst fear. A decimating population where everyone dies and the only survivors are hunted by unknown beings or their fallen fellow comrades. What should we actually do if that day comes? How should we actually fight our fears and live to see the sun of the next day?? On this tiny island of Singapore where guns are scarce and belongs only to the police and military, how can we go about protecting ourselves from hordes of uknown creatures if that time comes?
Basically, that's what I want to write today.

Guide to Basic Survival Skills in Singapore in the event of a zombie/related epidemic.

1. Avoid going to Causeway bridge. There will be a major car jam and afterwards major zombie infested points. Similarly, avoid Changi Airport, PSA, Harbourfront, Orchard and any city area. Even east coast.

2. Gather your friends via wireless messaging not SMS/ call. At this kind of timing, the SMS services will sure be down due to many people spamming their phones. If you can, get a laptop, if you can't get a PSP or a wireless handheld. If you're stuck at an Apple Retailer, just grab a Macbook Air. That is a very light and very powerful wireless machine.

3. Arrange a meeting point that is preferrably open and high or locked underground because in both cases, you are at the most favourable situation. A high and open environment allows you to see clearly the movements of whatever zombie on the ground, assuming that they won't climb the stairs and etc. A locked underground ensures that you can stay in there as long as you got food + water + some comfortable lodging. However, you will lose the chance to see what's outside. Never stay at ground level because anyhow, you might get surrounded 360 and gg, you're dead. For high areas, I suppose getting at least to the nearest MRT station platform is the least. Even if they climb up, you can push them down lol. As for good undergrounds, try to find those underground shelters which currently acts as store for food and stuff. They provide VERY good bases.

4. If you love adventure and hate to stay in a place, rot and die. You will love this. First of all, zombies and whatever there are crazy. They will just kill you no matter what. So you better train your running starting from NOW! Yeah, otherwise it will be too late. Anyhow, knowing the area to run is the most important of all aspects. Try to get at least a GPS enabled phone to allow better escape. Otherwise carry a backpack with macbook air. lol.

5. Food & related stuff. Imagine you ran for days away from the horde of zombies. Suddenly, you find yourself at Macdonalds! Yeah, and there lies all the chicken patties and meat and fries of all you can get. Be careful now! If its an outbreak, it means that most of the stuff might be infected. So get to the freezer and take out only those that are sealed up and fresh(in as sense) and avoid using any utensils that are obviously stained with blood and related stuff. If you're at a supermarket, its even easier because you just have to grab some dried stuff and eat it. For those who bring a small bag, keep more chocolates. because chocolates are good long term food that allows your body to last for a whole day without eating other things but the experience is not as good.

6. Finding assistance. This is an important part.Whenever there's a big emergency like this, the police and other relevant authorities hotline will sure be down. So, not point calling. If you can, get a network of friends who have different skill sets. Cooking, Nursing, Hunting.. etc. They will make a good team in such situation
=========================================
So this is my personal plan if the outbreak is on.
1. Meet at Yishun MRT Station on the tracks of platform A.
2. Bring as much food as possible. But don't try to weigh yourself down because if you get killed cos of an over weight bag. its definitely not worth it.
3. Bring a radio, creative mp3 (not apple ipod because it don't have radio) and a laptop for communication.
4. Bring enough clothes. Important if you don't wish to die against cold or stickieness.
5. Do not bring cash. When zombies roam, they don't accept cash.
6. Bring your butcher knife or whatever sharp stuff you had at home for defensive purposes of course.
7. Bring a martell. (Experimental). If we had martell, maybe we can A. burn the zombies B. Drunk the zombies. C. Enjoy it ourselves.

The worst form of rage.

2008-06-07T11:48:00.002+08:00

This moring, I mean just now, I woke up abruptly from an arugement between my sis and mum. Obviously, if they were arguing about some other stuff, I would have sleep like pig as usual. However, this time, the word computer was mentioned and I knew what they were saying...
And so, I woke up and go to see what happen and find out that actually my sister wanted to use the just repaired desktop to do finish her documents instead of the laptop and my mum was complaining about how hard it is to get down to sls(Sim Lim Square) to repair the computer and bring it back but my sister ignored her and just copy and pasting. Then I tell her that this computer's hardware device drivers are all spoilt because of a recent memory clear in the motherboard and the CPU time is desync but she insist that she have to finish the work then she will go away le. End up after 10mins of telling her and asking her to swtich her laptop, she "finished" her work and wanted to print but can't..because the drivers is spoilt! SO she started SHOUTING and said that it was my fault that I never warn her that the drivers are spoilt! Stupidity at its worst... So seriously man, it was repeated so many times and yet it didn't get into her brain. What kind of Jurong JC student is that? Are they being taught like that? I wonder... Or izzit because we poly students has a form of communication skills training and that's why we are more calm when faced with such situation. Anyway, she continued her further blame on the accusation that our desktop ( a AMD x64 Duo core 2.6ghz + nvidia 8800GT + 3gb ram + seagate 250gb hdd + asus motherboard M2S-X ) is a lousy computer. Seriously, I got another friend who bought the computer with me at the SAME shop and till now, his pc wasn't spoilt yet. So I begin to wonder whose fault is it... So when I ask her whether she got the guts to bring the desktop to spoil again, she answered "sodufhjsdofjsdoif" as usual..(maybe its a form of training from JC ppl) and then said "You HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE I'M A JC STUDENT AND YOU'RE A POLY STUDENT". Certainly the JC education system has failed I guess. Another thing I begin to discover is that basketballers when they use the computer, the mouse button spoils very EASILY because of their extra "force" when clicking it.. Obviously they treat the delicate mouse as a basketball.

And so in conclusiong, this thread is dedicated to all poly IT students who have irritating, easily raged and highly arrogant form of JC siblings which obviously are dumb in IT and they are pro because they only constantly used MSN. Lol.

Miss the Lady of Love

2008-06-04T02:53:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm... and so its tuesday night or should I say early Wednesday Morning...Tomorrow is the DECS prototype presentation which is super troubling. My dearest went for OBS at Pula Ubin and so there wasn't really anyone who can give me encourgement out there. Getting sleepy and tired because I don't have enough sleep because I'm blogging now!

Anyway, today I came home via MRT as usual..but today I accidentally went into the wrong carriage. The carriage of FOBs.. It was a ZOMFGWTFBBQ experience with many of them in their accents talking and influencing my already tired and vulnerable brain. Then there was this sg zha bor who came in to...I was half exhausted by then and some how or another... I suddenly realise and came to this conlusion.

FOB woman are MORE well endowed than Singapre woman

It was a sudden and gay thought in my mind though. Lol. Can never forget it. So guys next time out there... Go compare and see LOL when you got nothing better to do of course. =P

And onto my DECS project. Well it sucks for sure. The worst I have done for a school project for my past 3 years. This is definitely the worst. Lol.. Never had I prepared such a crap piece of work in my 3 years in poly. Well, see what The Benedict is going to say tomorrow. Sure die.

Oh well.. I miss playing dota.. even though had a very very short game last last night. Damm.. I want to play it man.. A one good shuang game with my friend is good lol but then I am so freaking busy.. Haiz...

Oh btw, I saw this freaking interesting piece of article that was stuck on the net somewhere. Check it out: http://www.zdnetasia.com/news/internet/0,39044908,62040101,00.htm
Supposedly the competition that I am in now... lOl...

Hahaha now on to more matured thinking stuff...

Disclaimer: The following content might disturb some of you. Especially Kiasu people. Be warned!

The day before was the submission of XML Week 8 Assignment. As usual, I made a fulbarly noob copy of XSL lite version by teacher's hints (whose computation are wrong) and put it onto my Productions blog for people to download. Anyway, I also set up 3 other versions. The leet version, which contains a very complex and obfuscated by me for the computation $1 and a premium / sublicensed which contains the full content with sorting and stuff and the subLicensed with original source codes(i.e no obfuscation) at $25 / $150 repectively. So, I recieved comments that the $150 was absurd. Yeah, it was meant to be absurd. I mean, why would I even sell these codes even the first place man? It was just so to stop people from asking me and getting my submission answer of course. Why? Because I spend 1 whole frigging night to get the gay ass answer and I wasn't really willing to share it with ANYONE. However, being the easily persuaded and vulnerable guy I was, I gave it to 3 beautiful girls... Lol.. and then I became a criminal... I mean.. those 3 are like the one with lobangs and important information. How can anyone compare to them man? So this is business. Yeah Capitalistic business. So don't blame me for that. If you got powerful information, by all means do whatever you want with it. However, remember that people don't owe you a single shit just because they are smarter than you and you don't know how to Google for information and stuff. Thus, this message is for all those lazybones who are sitting there waiting to be spoon fed. Start waking up, or you people will be the first to die in this I eat you, You eat me world.

And worst, stop being a childish brat because I love to favour girls, Not because they are beautiful or what. But because they have frigging powerful INFORMATION I need. Yeah, and my best role model is Mr Chew! =)

Another Post ftw!

2008-05-22T02:49:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers! Do me a favour please... In order to get to know the author of this blog more, please go to this site. Android Flex and register yourself as a user of the forum. From there, you can interact with the author of this blog while reading the daily posts here! Have Fun!

-Gemria Auer.

Speeches that changed my life.

2008-05-18T17:47:00.003+08:00

Recently, I bought the book; "Speeches that changed the world". It is a book that contains famous speeches by famous people around the world from the early history to recent events. Well known names like Moses(Jewish Prophet), Jesus(Christian Prophet), Mohammed(Islam prophet), Mohandas Gandi(India Revolutionary), George Washington, Napoleon Bonaparte, Abraham Linoln, Winston Churchill, Mother teresa and of course our "favourite" Geroge W.Bush are also featured inside. Lesser known names to major public but my favourites include Vladimir Ilyich Lenin(Soviet Revolutionary), Adolf Hitler(Dictator and Chancellor of the German 3rd Reich), Joseph Stalin(Longest Soviet Dictator) & Nelson Mandela(Africa Revolutionary) are also inside. These people have indeed create a name for themselves throughout the history be it good or bad and many times, they make decisions at the crossroads of the history to get to where we are all at today.

Take Adolf Hitler for example. Majority of the world hates him. I hate his racist views and psychopathic thoughts of his. However, did anyone ever wonder if he had not taken over Germany and fight World War II, will we ever progress so fast? America will continue to have its depression. Low morale and the financial crisis of Germany will certainly drag down the economy of europe during the great depression to even further damages and losses. The treaty of versailles itself was imbalanced and the League of Nations formed in the first great war was weak. Not to mentioned that the Soviet Union powerhouse at the period 1930s -1940s was nearly unaffected by the Great Depression due to their communist policies of government controlled supply and demand. If there is no World War II, by the late 1943s, Russia would have been able to create its iron curtain of defense even earlier and they would have a big chance of capturing Germany and harvest its vast knowledge of rocket scientists and created a global communist world. By then there will be no religion (because the bolsheviks is anti religion), and nearly 3/4 of the world will be communist, maybe except for America.

Another example will be Nelson Mandela. Currently part of The Elders, a group of powerful figures that changed the face of the world during the past few decades, Nelson Mandela is the first South African president that is elected via fully democratic representive elections. Many of us may not know what is Apartheid. Some of use may have heard about how Nelson Mandela was sent to jail and immediately think that he is a bad person. Truth is, he fought against the "racist" Apartheid, and was jailed because of that. However, he have since used the legal methods to win the freedom of South Africans and their rights to live. Imagine if there is no him...South Africa will still be having Apartheid.

So from these 2 conclusions, hopefully someone will read it...and if there is anyone who had the patience to read until this part without skipping, please think about what I wrote and comment on it in my tagboard. As long its not degratory or any form of destructive critcism, I welcome your opinions.

Hopefully we will have a bright future ahead.

Special Commentary to celebrate Vesak day tomorrow...

Constructing the Statistics of Mankind

2008-05-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

Believers in following Religions around the circle of Gemira Auer:

Buddhism(12)
Taoist(5)
Christianity(8)
Science(7)
Self(3)
Muslim(3)
Nobody(4)

Love or Lies

2008-05-06T02:27:00.005+08:00

Hmmm.. In time of crisis, will you trust your

loved one

her friends

Another post

2008-05-05T01:13:00.004+08:00

Its 1.19am and currently the exact first day of the 4th week since the start of school... Lots of stuff happening so I didn't really have much time to update for the past few weeks...
So let us go back to the past....

School starts... Had a lot of briefing here and there and rush for the presentation for our Java Jive Competition...Monday night had dinner with yuan fa (Fa ge) and jingky at his house de kopitiam because I was lonely then wanted to get someone to eat.. and just nice saw Jingky while waiting for yuan fa.. Wednesday got my gf along but we went to KFC to eat.. lol.. First week of seperation lead to some sadness and miss-ing nights here and there but then before the weekend we managed to meet...*Had our first anniversay with Alcina dear dear... =)*

Hand in my 1st drawing.. Ms Chua said it was ok... lol... Meet the DECS project lecturer and told him that I will be seperating my project to 2 projects. Got to know Hime a.k.a Mei Hsiang.. who is also Jie Ming's "chio bu" and MeiMei(not god sis though).. and played dota with her... We won the first few matches but then lose like very cham after one match that got kai and bean inside our team.. then keep on losing spree until just now then won a match... hoho... So maybe its because the opponents are the same? or maybe just that luck went to eat lunch or something...

Went to the Army Museum to see the funny funny stuff about being a soldier.. blah.. den released early so went to catch the Forbidden Kingdom with dear dear... Nice show.. den afterwards went my house to play DjMax 2 and go home at 11pm.. Latest of the time she went out with me.. Thursday was her sister's birthday party and we had much much much fun with a lot of people. Firday stayed over and saturday attend her neighbour's wedding.. lol...Sunday stayed at home so can't see her... haiz... And right now, I haven't even finish my Java Jive layout and my other visual art homework.. GGG...

Dreams

2008-04-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

People ask me what is my biggest dream or goal that I want to achieve this life.... Hmmm.... before meeting HER, I only got 1 dream.. now I got 2 dreams..

1. Marry HER!
2. Found the Lim Group...

lol... hopefully my dreams will be fulfilled one day....

Sleepy....

2008-04-24T02:37:00.003+08:00

Wow.. so many events happened recently. First of all, I decide to take on the development project instead of using Java Jive competition as my project for presentation. The reason for doing so is so that my final project will be at least better and the game won't be so restrictive to make. Howeever, it comes with a price of having more work to do. Oh well...

Anyway, my new teammate knows how to play dota.. and is jm friend.. bu ke shi yi...lol....

And then i am reading a book...Below is the cover page...

Lol.. nice right... look so cool in a way... oh well. so sleepy. cannot take it anymore. bye. and may i know who is the piggy on my tagboard....

Health Tree

2008-04-21T00:32:00.009+08:00

Chlorophyll Studios present.....

Health Tree V1.0!!!!!!

for those who are wondering what's health tree... Its a mobile/web healthcare solution for netizens to interact with other people who share common interest/ healthcare problems or just want to manage their family health or friends' health. Do check it out.. coming soon....

A post.hack

2008-04-16T01:39:00.002+08:00

First, Kfc Singapore having this promotion.. You just print this out black/white or colour also can and just present the coupon and buy. Sure work because I just used a black and white version printed in school to buy the food. In any case, here's the jpeg.

Anyway, on to my words... today is a very busy day.. headache headache because I have yet to find a laptop that is within $1.5k budget and can run maya 8.5 smoothly without fail and also have enough space for all the Damm IDEs that I am using. Ggness... Year 3 without fail is super pressuring... Got the hardest programming(C++ openGL) and the hardest design(drawing + maya) combined with the hardest Communication Skills 3. Meant to be the super killer if you don't study hard. Lol... SO how? I also dunnoe.. tomorrow see how... haiz...

On to life of love.. everything seemingly went well except just now dunnoe why she never reply my smses.. except one.. maybe cos my phone spoil.. haha.. dunnoe.

Hmmm.. java jive project pressure adding on too.. we need the damm idea out before this week ends...

Sign off here.

Abstract Abstract

2008-04-15T03:01:00.002+08:00

Did this in the middle of the night. wii...nothing better to do. Whole
thing from scratch using photoshop but still freaking ugly lol...

A tale for thought.

2008-04-14T20:54:00.002+08:00

The Story:
A priest settles down in a new township. One day, while out running errands, he asked some children for directions. The priest said, "Children, could you please show me the way to the post office?" The children answered him promptly. With gratitude, the priest said, "Thank you, children. Oh yes, come look for me at church on Sunday. I'll show you the way to heaven!" The children laughed, "That's hilarious. You don't even know the way to the post office. How would you be able to show us the way to heaven?"

The Thought:
In business, in order to garner people's trust, we must first upgrade ourselves, understand our company's system and products and undergo trainings to sharpen ourselves. Otherwise if customers were to ask and you fail to give the correct answer, how would you be able to persuade the customer?

Find your way to the post office first before persuading people to the church.

The day i piss her off.

2008-04-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

Today sucks.
Partially.
Went into a sort sort mood today.
Don't know why whatever I do, I somehow piss dao her.
My fault, and I know it because I myself got pissed by myself too.
Didn't really meant it to be like that though.
Sometimes.
We really can't get things right.
So there are times where here and there, the mistakes comes in.
Perhaps that's what happened today.
Sorry that you have to bear with all my craziness.
Sorry that I can't be there this time for you when you feel lonely.
and most of all, sorry if I had neglected you at this very moment.
I wish I had stayed. Really sorry my love.
...

"A heart's broken is like a glass music box broken. It is impossible to fix back to the original state."
"A love defined is like a sun created. Once created, its hot and burning and it last till everything of it falls into one final state of unity."

Insignia

2008-03-31T01:28:00.004+08:00

//Just Another Creation

The First 7 Days.

2008-03-25T22:49:00.018+08:00

To My Dearest Alcina,

For Our 1st Week Anniversary.

I remember during the first seven days of our lives togther...
You told me once that when the moon is full and bright,
It means that you are feeling happy and blissful.
You told me once that when there is darkness,
It means that you feel lonely and lost.
You told me once that when everyone had disappear from you,
I was there all along for you.

The seven days of us together brought our lives into a new chapter...
First, You gave me love.
Then, You gave me joy.
After that, You gave me desire.
Following that, You gave me affection.
Gradually, You gave me charm.
And then, You gave me sense.
Finally, You gave me Life.

Thus, on our first week anniversary, I wish to tell you...
I trust you with 100% of my heart.
I dream of you every night.
I hold the desire to see you everyday.
I keep you lock in my heart ever since the day I met you.
I feel your feelings every single minute, your anger, your sadness, your happiness, your jealousy, your anxiousness, your disappointment, your touch, your weariness.
I think of you every second, never getting you out of my mind for the past seven days.
I am madly in love with you.

As our lives continue, we will surely have ups and downs, quarrels, fun, yearnings, missing days, sickness, sadness, enjoyment and many other events filling in for us. However, I will with all my best, stay with you together for the rest of our life.

Hopefully in time, our relationship will end with a "Will you marry me?" one day.

Then that's when we proceed to the next chapter. =D

On 25.03.2008
With ♥ For Alcina,
Thomas.

Family Outing...

2008-03-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

Yesh yesh its a family outing...but not my family.. its Alcina's...

Wow.. today was a perfect day. Just after her whole family except her dad found out yesterday that I love her and we are in a relationship, today, we went out with her family to lots of places... Super nice, Super fun, Super enjoyable. Anyway, talk to her mum about her studies.. the promises to be kept regarding her subjects.. the future.. and of course, whether I am committed or not... So yes, I will write it in here.. I'm super committed to Alcina now and future.. since we had both been through a lot with even more to come! Knowing that I'm the most important in her heart is kind of touching... lol... and since I had always wanted to settle down on someone I loved, here's the chance for me to prove my words and my thoughts. So ya, met her dad today too... haha.. he's a software engineer.. can't believe it man.. like so coincidence lol... so ya, I love today. I love Alcina.

Study Hard and We will Make it for the Future.

Results.. Partly inspired by Jewelry to put it online...

2008-03-23T00:23:00.003+08:00

So here's my results...

As you can see, I still need to buck up...

For Alcina

2008-03-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

The Day started with that mischievous call which got me worried...
The Rest on my shoulders that make you feel comfortable...
The Ride through to j8 that seems to take forever...
The Breakfast of pizza and bread that makes us feel hungry...
The Tickets which we bought for two movies...
The Walkaround which we made to spend the two hours away...
The Movies which we caught for the whole afternooon...
That rush to Ang Mo Kio for our dinner...
The home going...
The rush to find you when you told me no one was at home...
The PSP and slack at void deck..
The sleep on the staircase...
The love in your eyes...
The scent...
The goodbye kiss...

I love you.

Life is goood....but for how long?

2008-03-19T08:20:00.002+08:00

Wahahaha... recently, got a flood of good events for me... First, I'm attached! Yea, to my dear Alcina... hahaha... and 2nd, my results this semester is one of the best compared to the last semesters!!! Got 3 Dist(Sweng, Java EE, Java EE Project), 2 As (Operating System, Dmid), 1 B (Principle of Accounting)... so basically, its looks good for me liao.. especially when I skipped dmid so much and still can get A... must thank jm, mervin and my pals on this...

Anyway, yesterday was one of those best days in my life... went out with Alcina for the first time.. and we had such a great time chatting at pizza hut... hahaha.. realise that both of us has striking similarities.. like we both are the eldest..and don't like to academic studies... and always wanna rebel against our super over-demanding parents.. hahaha.. same same.. lol.. and ya, she got PSP!I must say...that is certainly a bonus la... hahaha.. so now god gave me such a wonderful girl who's beautiful, elegant, nice and got PSP.. wow... really really must cherish her.... Maybe this is what people mean by, when you go look for something, you won't find it... but after you stop looking, whatever you look for will automatically come to you! hahaha.. so cheeky.. anyway, I shall end here.. so happy today!

Pressure GGified.

2008-03-17T06:49:00.002+08:00

Hoho..back to blog.

Currently trying to figure out how to install Sunspot manager and listening to Goong's Perhaps Love.

Btw, anyone heard of evangelion? Its a hardcore mecha anime... lol.. You can watch the ending here....http://www.crunchyroll.com/series-8/Evangelion-End-of-Evangelion.html

Hmmm.. back to my topic... Working on Sunspot.. so what is sunspot?

Read this... So yeah, its basically a very powerful and miniature computer running on java..Trying to install the emulator but apparently, I kept failing the requirements even though everything is installed... That's the problem with this kind of thing... haiz...

Finished my Resume for Microsoft Student Partners.. Hope I got in... The resume like nothing much to write either.. GG...

Thus, ending here.

2008 Spring-Summer Theme..

2008-03-09T03:45:00.003+08:00

Wooo...

Eledonia's 2008 Spring Summer Theme is out! You should be seeing it now when you visit my blog. Here are some screenshots from various browsers.

By the way, to have the best experience with full functionality, use Internet Explorer 7.0.

Firefox 2.0

Internet Explorer 7.0

Safari on Windows XP

Anyway, these are roughly how it will look like on other browsers. lol... So yeah, I can finally rest... anyway, went to IT show today with god sis.. while a lot of stuff there.. very zai.. hahahaha... shall blog about those stuff sometime later on. Signing off.

Esplanade & Related Adventures..

2008-03-06T15:05:00.001+08:00

Seems like everyone is having FYPJ or Attachment or SIT club.. Why do I only have such contacts?

Just want to know Who is in STUDY + not SIT Club + DE Specialisation?!
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Will there be anyone above? Maybe till April 15 then I know.. Anyway to update on my life... Finally, my job ended today.. lol.. because next week gonna have Microsoft Student Partner thingy so I used that as an excuse to leave. LOL. Anyway, life gonna get boring again and its time for me to start learning programming again... lol.

wanted to blog bout my trip to marina square but apparently the upload photo function is down..so maybe next time..
tomorrow dunnoe what to do man.. so boring.. qiong say only meet her and go so I think nvm ba..
The rest of the people I know are in FYP or OPP... so basically no one around to talk to. sad.
So I think I shall go zhi bi loh... Ending here.

Bad Day...

2008-03-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Don't know what to put for the title except that. Its really a super bad day man...

First, today got screwed up during work just now... sian.. mistakenly give the wrong packet of stuff to wrong guy.. sadded.. but no one came back complain lei.. weird. Then its the "a lot of people" to memorise problem.. haiz... if I can't get it done by next week, I think I won't work liao.. Only bring more trouble...

Secondly, today Jade and zack went out... go to town.. the rest, ask them lol. Ya, sad for me, good for them. lol.. Especially when Jade told me on MSN last tuesday that going out with me is no fun at all. Super saddening, but now everyone knows that I'm not a very 'fun' kind of person.. you want 'fun', I intro you zackal. Visit him @ http://www.zackal.blogspot.com/ to book him for a day or two. [EDIT] Zackal stated that he only want friends who know him. Lol. Pai seh to those strangers. And to clarify, I'm sad cos no one pei me go out during weekdays! Weekend I'm booked by work! lol[/EDIT]

Thirdly, the g00gle cheque I posted into the bank cheque deposit box like never go in lei.. Scared someone take.. hope not. So its a bit worrying.

Fourth, qiong's back today, but with all the work here and there, no time to sms her.. maybe later..even though we're friends, i guess its good to show some concern right?

And lastly, I'm dammmmmmm tired.

.End here.

New Desktop Theme

2008-02-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Patched my laptop 'desktop' visual styles and then apply a theme with my own background.. Here's the screenshots!

Without the taskbar.

With the taskbar

Those who are interested in the wallpaper, tag here or send me an email! Haha! Enjoy! =D

Update
There are very few people who you can trust in this world.... even fewer who you can like and trust in this world and even even even fewer who you can love and trust and give your everything in this world... maybe only 1 or none at all.. So, we call this last group of people, soulmates. Hope I will be able to find my other half of the soul before I die soon.

The nutty nuts.

2008-02-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

Question: So,what do you do one day if you're alone at home with a nut case?
Answer: You get outta the house!

So that was what I did today. Straight after my youngest bro came back, I went to find my mum at her workplace in Hougang Mall's NTUC Fairprice... So let's get the pictures rolling eh..
Warning: Picture heavy and uber gross picture. Care and Caution please.

Mum's Hougang NTUC
Pig Heart

Pig Stomach

Famous Amos Biscuit!

Chocolate Syrup!

Pig Intestine! Tase good but looks gross!

Dinner @ Dad's temple.

This is the reason why a temple hospitality is better than a church! lol!
Widespread and spammable traditional chinese food.

Another table with rice and soup!

The food are catered by one of the temple members!

This one is the dark soy sauce braised pork and stuff.
Godlike stuff cos first time I seen so much of it sold.

So yeah, end here lol... Anyway, this is picture heavy. hohoho.

The Human Faith

2008-02-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha.

So exams-wise left with 1 more piece of paper. DMID. That one totally Sian. However, we got like a weekend to study it so all the best to me! lol... Anyway, Holidays are approaching. Need to a find job soon cos bank no money liao... But I don't want those lame jobs that disturb people.. Kopitiam, Bar Chor Mee assistant , yong tau foo assistant, all these I interested and got experience! So whoever got this kind of poisitions, please contact me.

Anyway, the plans for holidays were listed in previous posts(I think) so no needa list them again. Hmmm, basically today was a lame day. Finish OS, went to click click, den go NYNY eat, den go pool, den go subway, den go northpoint, den go home, den on the way go buy new pants cos my room kana locked, den go home, den use laptop bath and do usual stuff.. Lol. and here's one day gone. Hohohoho... Anyway, tomorrow hopefully will be better.

This semesters left me with some very special memories... Even though its gone already, but then the memories will always stay and for that reason, its good. Jerold had wanted to trade his phone with mine but last minute decide that its not profitable to do it so I luckily and thankfully do not need to delete my SMSes which contains wonderful content. Yeah, wonderful means you have to go fully wonder about it yourself.

Lastly, health problems are catching up with me... A lot of problems from head to toe to whatever are coming up. Sad right? No choice.

And ya, to end it all, Happy Birthday Jerold!

That's all folks.

Fate play lies

2008-02-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

Yeah, fate is so good at giving illusions to one who seek the truth.

Yea, went back to singlehood this afternoon. After someone telling me what why and of course the sad word.. So ya, back to single. lalala. Anyway, this time I think I probably taking it better because I didn't want to scold anyone or write anything bad about her. She's a very nice person. Care and look out for me just that the feeling is not there so I won't blame her or what. Haha.. So that was an ending that fate had gave me.. Nvm.. Next semester shall concentrate on studies then. Hope that there will be no more surprises by fate.. Usually it ended badly.. Lala.. Need some time to refurnish my blog.. Maybe after holidays... Remove the banner cos I'm simply not in love anymore. hahaha.. Pointless to put it. ya. end here. Back to study!

A simple quote

2008-02-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

“A wrong word spoken can cause an eternity of regret.”

“There was a persistent search for practical solutions,
a patient building of institutions and infrastructure,
a generous allocation of funds,
an accumulated collection of talented staff.
In the end, it paid off.”

“We must learn to do things today
with tomorrow very clearly in our minds”

“We each have the opportunity to shine

within our roles, but working closely
together with a common purpose to benefit the team
as a whole.”

“Each of us playing a part in contributing to Evolution.
It’s pioneering and exciting.”

Eledonia? What's Eledonia?

2008-02-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

That's the question of the day.... Why is it that my blog url is eledonia of all stuff? Anyone ever wonder about that before? Post your opinions in my tagboard, and if you think you have a long answer and not enough for the tagboard, email me so that I will write it in the subsequent entries. Lucky winners will receive.... nothing? lol...

Anyway, semester 2 of year 2 is coming to an end.. Next week will be the exams. As usual, everyone is rushing to study last minute while some of my Money-Minded friends who are ironically pro have come up with last minute notes at a simple price for the simple minded. For those who are interested, please visit this link. As for me, I would say that I haven't study, and will study soon. Hahaha.. Luckily, I got a bunch of good friends who will lend me their notes... hahaha.. that is what i called blessed. Oh well.

Hmm... miss going out shoppping , eating chatting and talking with my secondary school friends.. One of them in army, the other working, and another in studio project.. and one more.. hell gate london-ing... lol.. been long since we last went to orchard. Everyone's busy nowadays... lol. As for me, I dota whole day straight.. Training a hero... hmm...

Anyway, here are the list of things that I have to do over the holidays STRAIGHT after the exam.
1. Sleep an extra 36 hours.
2. Begin planning on an OpenGL project with jm.
3. Liase and plan the setup of a project outsourcing company.
4. Play some new games.
5. Train my dota.
6. Exercise.
7. Go for a checkup
8. Revise and plan a session back to school during the holidays to learn C++.
9. Redesign my blog with a new lookAndFeel.
10. Google Adsense.

Yeah.. so that's my planning.. see how it goes... Anyway, for SIT year 2 readers of my blog, if you are going DE for next year specialisation and happen to be in the Study grp, please tag here. thanks! If you are year 1 readers and want to find help for your OOADPJ next semester, email me or tag here. Thanks.

CNY Special entry.

2008-02-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

WOoo... This year's cny is damm special. So must blog about it.

1st. This year's cny, i bought 4-D. But never win. So ya, but still I bought it.
2nd. Like last year, we had the 6 people eat all you can steamboat at home with my family.

Ya, my own family only. No uncles, aunties, cousins , friends.. No one else. And there's someone special online to pei me for this occasion. Start with Q one. Anyway, what was special is cos got that person and also this year, I got more freedom in eating what I want to. Last year's Steamboat sucks... was like eating "Still cooking Parent's rubbish bin."

3rd. On the 3rd day, went to my uncle's house to eat the zai zai "pot luck dinner that's so perma ownage nice, because my aunt and uncle are so god damm generous in spamming Shark Fin and Abalone... both skylight de.. and the result will be in the following photos...

Cool right.. Lol.. the pot each got abalone and sharkfin spam to the max at the bottom. That's why its a pot luck dinner.
4th. So on the fourth day, i.e today, I ate nothing. hahaha.. got la.. Ate some chao fan... fried rice lor.. and ya, that's the end of my CNY journey...

ANyway, just a question. If you can one day go back to be the emperor/empress in ancient china, what will you want the most?
1. Food
2. Gold
3. Man
4. Woman
5. Others, Name them please: _____________

For me, what I want most is for qionggggg to be the empress. So ya, end here! =X

Year 2 Semester 2 Distinction Presentation

2008-02-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the distinction presentation for the year 2 semester 2 cohort.
There are a total of 9 java teams and ?? vb teams.
Since I didn't see the vb works, so I shall blog bout the java ones only.
The numbers together mean they are the same team.
Hope I never get any of the presentations mixed up!
Those highlighted in bold have WOW-ed me.

Social Networking
1.Use Case -Administrate Member & Login
Features: Hints + Superb Validation of the member with email system to send id and password & confirmation.
2. Use Case - Not sure
Features: Not sure

Social Networking
3. Use Case: Bao shua Bao Hai(never say what he did , but present like he did the whole site.)
Features: Dynamic use of Google map - Including creating a html marker on it by using a writing a message and choosing the location to put it. Search or famous landmark or postal code.
Draggable User Interface that allows the user to customise his look and feel of the site. Use flickr to do his images upload and download and able to delete directly without going to flickr.

Property Portal
4. Use Case: Not sure
Features: Google map api, nice GUI with fading effects for the properties. Have a list of Postal codes for the administrating part if I'm not wrong. Didn't pay much attention to it either.

Social Networking Site
5. Use Case: Not Sure
Features: Average GUI... So so lor.. got flickr, google calendar... and stuff..

Property Portal
6. Use Case: Not sure
Features: Never pay much attention to this cos 1. i was rushing to solve a bug, 2. did not wow me to look at the screen.

Property Portal
7.Jie Min
Use Case: Admin property, Admin member
Features: Use of scriptaculous, flickr, gmaps & got uploading of pictures. Very cool Fading effect when i wan to close some features. the picture slideshow is worth mentioning cos its done in HTML yet look like flash quality. Very zai. Teacher comment that he could have done better if he did picture panning for the view property.

Property Portal
8. mine
Use Case: Choose Property
Features: No big deal one.. Just the property Gadgets(created by me myself & I under the patent of Auer Productions i.e my sutdio and is solely unique in a sense) that allows user to slide the bar to a new maximum price of the property results that user wants or the property size. Teacher comments that its unique since till now, none did slider.. So its a ++ for me as I'm in java. VB slider is no kick. Heng i not vb. Anyway, other than that, also the compare property, which is a draggable table to allows fussy / picky users to move around. The only project that make the lecturers to laugh like shit. for good or bad i dunnoe.

Property Portal
9. Zhou Liang
Use Case: Administrate Appointment
Features: Android mobile which lets the property agent to view his appointments/ delete them.. very zai.. but his google map server for android server down that day. Damm sway. Anyway also a good quality one.

A new Chapter begins.

2008-02-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Project ended already. But still got the distinction presentation on. No mood to go man but then still have to go cos that day got the stupid OS lecture by some fat guy. BoRRRing.

Anyway, this marks the first, last & only semester so far that I get to work with her. Even though, we have had many conflicts, she always forgive me and put the project as the main piority. Though I knew that there won't be any more chance now, and since we are still good friends, I must say that she's a good leader.

Also, I should perhaps announce this. So that I won't be called a 2-timer or whatever. First, to clarify the relationships with everyone and 2nd, to keep my promise that if anyone I loved ever loved me, I will write about it so that I won't go like another person until that person doesn't love me anymore or until I can win her again depending on the relationship.

-Charlene is my potential teammate & my trusted friend so I always help her and ask about her project work.

- The above mentioned her in the 2nd paragraph, aka Jade, have had express her interest in studying above anything else, and the fact that she is so well known with so many guys in SIT club (and who knows, some may have liked her), so I take it that its over already, since from the next semester onwards, she and I will not have anything in common and won't even meet each other much le.

-Qiong expressed her views about the restriction by her parents and what she really feels already and currently, even though I'm single, I can safely say that my heart is with her until she tell me that her mind changes.

-KW went missing again! haiz.. so what to do lei?

Lessons Learnt

2008-01-30T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah. 2 more days and its the final presentation and the whole project will be done.

Anyway, this semester, after stepping down 1 semester to see and learn from a leader, I have come to a conclusion for the things that I'm required to do next semester when I shall be leader.

1. Implement Interfaces. If everyone codes the functions they need onto the program first, the codes can be added on very very easily.

2. Use a version control software. Tortise SVN is a good choice and I seen it make wonders for Israel and his team of DET ppl.

3. Introduce, enforce, teach & inspire people to using good naming conventions. This way, everyone will do a better job in their intergration and naming convention.

4. Hold regular meetings with team members and follow the Configuration Report in any kind of changes. Assign a secretary to handle the reporting.

5. Do peer to peer software checks when necessary so that the codings will not go out of sync with each other.

6. Find out whether the IDE that we are going to use support Team patches. This way, intergration of shared resources can be easily patched and be done with.

7. Backup on project, baseline major changes and introduce a CMMI approach to doing the project.

8.Let the people handling to a charismatic person. You tell that person, he/she tell the rest.

9.When conflict arise, solve the problem using the most practical and pragmatic approach. Even if the person is your god like best friend, if he do it wrongly, he is still at fault.

10. Make it a point to intergrate early.
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Friends & Relations.

2008-01-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

aMy Friends: 65% are fair-weather friends, 5% backstabber, 25% help-seeker, 5% true friends .

So today, wanna blog about the friends issue because last night I was reading about it in a Teens magazine that was published in August 2005...(Ya really old man.. even the MP3 than cost like $400 for a 1GB Samsung.. LOL)

Anyway, after reading that article, I decide to classified my friends under 4 kinds of catergory:
1. Fair - Weather Friends
2. Back Stabbers
3. Help- Seeker
4. True Friends.

1. Let's start with the first one Fair - Weather Friends. They make up of 65% of my friends and social circle because most of them belong into this catergory. In this catergory of friends, most of them communicate with me during my poly times briefly in and out. When I'm up and well, most of them will talk to me and have fun and stuff like that, but when I'm down and out, they will be the ones who won't approach me at all or just fade away... However, they still make good friends which I will hang out with.. They belong to my outer circle of friends.
Some Examples: Xin Hui, Yue Qing, Jewelry, Pei qi, Vincent, Marcus, Leslie, Lin Fang, Yun Yu, Jing wei, Kai Sen, Kent, and most of my IT0606...

2. This one is the ugly bunch. They try to backstab me time and time again... Hoping for any chance to just to stab me in the back for fun and laugh at it. However, I still treat them as a friend because there's no need for me to have more enemies... Outer Circle
Some Examples: Jin Biao, Harold, Amelia, etc...

3. Help- Seeker friends. This third one is a cool bunch because most of them came from the course I'm studying. However in this group, some are quite good to me while some are not.. So they are considered a neutral bunch of friends to me. Good to hang out with. Outer Circle
Some Examples: Much of the others who always asked me for help and were not described in anywhere else.

4.True Friends. The last bunch of friends that ever belonged inside my inner circle. They are the ones that I exposed most of my life to, influences me the most and understands me more than anyone in the above catogeries Also, they are the ones that I expected to help me or console me when I'm in a real need or when I'm in trouble or when I'm feeling down. In a way, they are like the only real friends to me. =X

Whole List.
Secondary School: Kai wen(First evol & beneficiary of my inheritance & Trustee), Leroy(Trustee), Wei Liang, Israel, Tai Fang, Chee Pong, Qiong Hui, Isaac, Hui Ying, Aloysius, Yan Ming, Shuk Wai, Faith(My God Sis & Trustee), Nashita.

SIT: Zhou Liang(the Uncle Liang), Charlene(the girl who talk like me.), Jie Min, Bernard, Jerold(Mofo friend as he said it), Mervin(My Protege), Anthony, IT0605 Jeff Da Ge!(Great Pal who I love to play dota with), Yuan Fa(Fa ge!), Jade

So that's the end of the list I think, if you're name is not included here and you always treat me well, I think it must be I consider you as a fair weather friend. So that will be all unless I miss out some people. Have Fun Reading and enjoy!

Tribute to a wonderful team.

2008-01-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

Before that, GEMINI's LOVE LIFE for 2008... 爱情婚姻向来习惯情感来去自如、轻便行囊，不随意被太重的情感囚禁或牵绊的双子座，外表看起来潇洒有情，内心却是十分懦弱。关系一牵涉到长久誓言或恋情开始复杂，常快闪逃脱。但今年对爱情却有180度的大逆转，甘某情感自动缴械，放弃爱情游侠的任性，狠狠地套牢和被套牢

First of all, just wanted to write this down because today is the greatest day of my life in java teams and project. For the first time, I managed to work with the right attitude of people and make me proud of them even though my use case is barely finished.

A special tribute to Mervin for being the first protege of mine. Being a group mate with him for 2 semesters, I can say he had bother the value-added knowledge and the hardworking attitude that never fails to bring me surprises. His independent effort in making the whole RSS work and Google Calendar brought me back from a hopeless state to a inspired teammate. This guy has truly help me a lot during projects. If not for him, I might still need to help a lot more. Having him around gives me more time to concentrate on my own work, and that is what I would say, "Thank You!" Perhaps, in year 3 he will be able to excel and scale even higher heights that may top me, and no matter what, he will be the best role model that breaks the tradition of PRO = DIST. Really good work Merv!

Another special tribute to Anthony. He is like the dark horse running behind constantly giving me the inspiration like mervin and getting his job done to the best extent that he can. Also being a group mate for 2 semesters, he had prove himself from being an average team member who consistently pass up his work to now, a team member who will solve every difficulty that he encountered and never give up easily.

And to the third person, Jerold. The first project with him was average because he still did his work but played games and only spend like 50% of his time on project with another 50% spending on computer games. However, in this 2nd project, he has proven to me his determination, hard work & effort put in on to the project. Even though he will mai yuan about his work, however, when it comes to seriousness, this guy have it all. This project is perhaps the one that he had spend the most time and effort on, and for this, I salute him! Thank you!

And to leave the best for the last person..with so many blank space will be..... Jade! Haha, the first project that I ever did with her. I would say that there are ups and downs between me and her and millions of conflicts, yet millions of solution to each conflicts.. Like what she said, we're the huan xi yuan jia. haha, but this project with her give me the chance to learn about what is truly teamwork from a perspective of a non-leader teammate. and yes, I should have hated her spending too much time on club activities and potentially bring down the team because of no planning and very little time for any meeting at all, but today, you have prove to me that you're a very very good leader, and for that I salute you too! hahaha... Have more confidence because you are the same as every one of us here. Effort > Intelligence + Experience. Only those who put in their best will achieve the same results.

and for this I shall thank the team for being so wonderfully great again. I have sort of fufill what Mr Chew said for SWENG early this semester. Being a good programmer is nothing but as good as knowing how to sweep the floor in the best way. Being a good software engineer is being a good programmer + inspiring other people to be the same as you, and I can (thick-skin) say this that I have fufill it, but not without each and everyone of you from my team. So I thank you all for giving me the chance!

P.s: and to Jade, the Documentation will be your final lap! hahahahaha.

Gruntings.

2008-01-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

(In Order to Keep up with the Latest news, always read the latest post on top. The post below might be considered outdated!)
Damn. If I keep this inside me, I will feel even more hell. So shall grunt it out here.

First, Damm you, damm you queen of cold. Last week u gave me the frost-titude, I still can ren it but this week your fucking cold remark really piss me off. I know my design sucks to core when it comes to this kind of web designing but your fucking comment is worst than it. If you think my design sucks, then jolly well make a good one that can present my View Property Use Case la. Don't just say, "oh its not apporiate" or "why care the design now, do your database" or whatever shit and give some shitty look as if I owe you a million bucks. Can you see the View word on my use case? So its a fucking GUI-based use case damm you. For goodness sake, you were the leader & told me to give it a green look& feel. I don't care what others remarks are because we're fucking doing a project here and I only want to finish my work soon. If you think that GUI design is oh-so-not-important to me, you must be a fucking idiotic lazy leader. Nah bei. To think I spent the whole saturday afternoon + night to think of and do the buttons. If you are so fucking pro, don't wait for me to go ask jewelry or charlene for help then kp say I suck at design. Do it yourself and give me the fucking images and layout. Damm you. Waste my time & effort to do it. Seeing you piss me off and that's the reason why I went home. Fucker. Even if you design, I can bet Charlene's and Jewelry's is 999999999999999999999 times better than you. Idiot. And so, another Christian has pissed Gemira the free-thinker.

P.S: I know you suddenly treat me damm well last monday & tuesday is because you want to use me to teach you for your Java Test on Wednesday & I fucking turn a blind eye to that. So fuck you and start doing your duty as a leader ffs, and ya, people who don't dare to admit their own religion are just fucking cowards.

Excerpt from the Hot Favourite among Children, The Queen of Cold had pissed me off.

In Faith I trust

2008-01-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

I redo the top a little... but anyway, just like that lor.

Hmm.. this week was hectic. so many things to rush rush rush until gonna pengs liao. Thankfully I got a good leader who can do the database on her entities so I no need care database yet. Helped the 2 girls (Charlene & Jewelry) until I want to die in my own work liao but then, helping them motivates me more, and helping Charlene now = sowing seeds for design help in DE!) <--- Char if u read, please read that! LOL... Oh well, I managed to figure out the damm AJAX which took me the whole afternoon. Sian. And other than that, the rest all went well. Time to start work on the rest of the use cases. =)

The cold aura spreads...

New Site Design

2008-01-17T03:30:00.000+08:00

Change my site design after being inspired by the Just Like Destiny korean song that I kope from Jade that time...but she ultimately got it from Charlene. So thanks to both of you! =)

Now it seems more ok liao..better than the last red.. lol.. oh well anyway, life is so so perhaps. Tests are up for this and next week with projects by week 16. Currently, its week 14. 2008 is sure hectic!

J2EE Practical Test Study Guide

2008-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

This is not meant to be a formal one though...

Instructions (Follow it at your own's decision)
1. Relax.
2. Turn to the struts chapter of your book and start reading the tags and memorise their syntax.
3. Make your mind think and think and think that Action & ActionForm are still a java class so there's no need to treat them as a foreign item or watever. (I.e, whatever you can do in a java class, you can do in the action & actionform)
4. Read up & if possible, understand and memorise the jsp tags(It helps in the test so u not flip and find those tags u need)
5. Remember you can NOT declare new objects in scriplets. because afterall its at client side already but java can only create objects at the server! remember this!
6. Use useBean tag to create any objects u need on the jsp page.
7. Use session for any objects if possible, unless its required for you to use request.
8. Remeber that action has (by default) a parameter request that is HttpServletRequest so you can just use any request method in the action of the action class that you are doing. I.e Set attribute, get attribute and stuff.
9.RequestDispatcher only works for servlet. Don't try to be funny in action although I'm not very sure whether can work or not in action. Just don't try to be funny.
10. Pray, to whatever god you pray that tomorrow u won't get a fucking laggy noob computer.

Cool. There's attention.

2008-01-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

Someone(... nick) from nyp read my blog and gave a comment. Anyway, thanks for reading.

Interestingly lame.

2008-01-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

A short convo with zackal.
[EDIT] the photo is deleted because I think I made a mistake in putting such a gay photo, if you know the real person you will understand how i feel.[/EDIT]

and here's the convo:

Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
see my new nick
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
pair up with the dp
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
godlike
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
ur this pic
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
like one average gal only
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
where got chio
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
>< Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
chio
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
u go find
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
ok u say average
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
y i go find
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
i dun like
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
find one this "average"
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
and intro me
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
since u got big pool of girls
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
i tell u, u find oso can't find
Zackal~ The day when Android meets Servlets says:
no i go find a chio bu like jade own u hahaah
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
cos she not average at all
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
average = can find any
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
hoho

cool... & after a while..
Eledonia - If god or any genie grant me 3 wishes, I will just ask for one & that is give me a wife like -----> says:
~~she must be like this, freethinker have iq above 150, own u in java, not rich, not fat, cannot be taller than me, must know how to spend money and earn money, know piano, loyal~~
[EDIT] SHE MUST NOT BE A CHRISTIAN. that's all.[/EDIT]

Short updates

2008-01-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm..left like 5 more mins before I go to sleep so decided to blog a little update bout my life...
Yesterday, I supposed to have lunch with qiong hui mei mei at northpoint and sun bian pass her her gift but then woke up at 2pm(which is 2 hours later)! argh! 1st time make such a bad blunder. Anyway, very sorry to you qiong! not I wanted to man..but I promise will make it up to you some other time de.. anyway, the gift will partly be compensation since you think its expensive! =p

Anyway, today got the mySQL database from jade..and dunnoe why, I feel like thanking her in here because after seeing the schema of all the tables that should be inside, I can see that she put quite a lot of time into typing each of them on the school's laggy computer. so THANK YOU LOTS to jade for her effort put into the mySQL database. i'm touched.

Hmmm.. that idiot who spammed my blog apparently didn't return to type more nonsense, so I can conlude that he had ran away in fear or that he has enough intelligence to read my replies. Kewl.... hahahaha.

Lastly, I miss kw.. for she had not been online since the start of december holidays till now.. where have you gone!!!!!? haiz... pls dun disappear again man.. always make me so worried... =X

and that's the end of my updates!

Wonderful 2008

2008-01-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hohoho.. its a new year and I shall blog on day 1! What a start! hahaha.

2007 was a hectic year with many stuff happening however, its time to put them down and move on to 2008 le.

To think we're living in the 21st century already, where technology & science have advance so much that we were able to live in comfort and take for granted of the internet, computers, cars, tvs & so many things, and also, to know so many things like gravity, newton's third law of motion, light & the electromagnetic spectrum. In the past, if you mention something like this in europe, the catholic church would have called you a heretic and sentenced you to death already!

Is it not funny that due to the subsequent relaxation of religions that we are able to improve on technology and move forwards towards a better era. after holding europe under its hand for more than a thousand years, the catholic church finally turned from a kind of authoritarian & censoring rule to more like a symbolic faith for christians. Meanwhile in the east, thousands of years of rule under taoism have also set a kind of standards for chinese.

World War I & World War II were both, like a catalyst, to break up these holding strutures of man and make the world move on. I must say... without these 2 world wars, we might still be stuck back in the olden days where Singapore is still under british rule and maybe now I might still be listening to some foreigner in the church! Perhaps...

Oh well, what matters is we move on towards a scientific and technologically advanced world already. However, we must not forget that mother earth a.k.a nature, has provided us with so many wonderful things like oil,air,food,water, and the lovely plants. In trying to improve our life, we should also learn to preserve all these wonderful gifts of nature & not abuse them for any reasons. For mother earth.

Just a last note before I end.. it was sad to see that while we are living in the 21st scientific century, I still have a religious fanatic who maybe perhaps don't understand the english language and decide to claim me as a (pardon me) fucking anti jesus motherfucker. Not only does he have no guts to state his name, by using a nick of GemiraTheFaggot, he can't even read the disclaimer and notice that I have put throughout the site. haha. Thank science we have moved on to such a better world. Oh! and to all taoist, buddhist, atheist followers, this person have actually insulted you people by saying that being anti jesus is being a motherfucker.
Oh well, this is perhaps what we get from selfish religious fanatics in the new common era.

So with a last note, this coming May, the LHC(Large Hydron Collider) will begin operations in CERN & that's mainly the biggest reason why I'm so excited about this year. Soon we will be able to know whether there's antimatter or not. Haha, to that GemiraTheFaggot guy, I don't need to insult you much. Let us just watch how science insult you. hahaha.

Revelations

2007-12-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

This post took me quite some courage, 1 night of planning & a very strong willpower to control my fingers as I write it. I had plan to write all these things because
1. its for the entertainment of the readers.
2. its to clarify to those who might think otherwise of me.
3. state my stand on many things.
So please don't criticse what I feel because you only look at it from your point of view.

Contents:
1. Why I changed from a taoist/buddhist religion to a buddhist/free-thinker religion ++ My last night dream.
2. Who I loved during the past 6 years(many people think I love people easily so I decided to write this), why I loved them and my perspective of the people I loved during the past 6 years.
3. Why I seems to hate Christianity (for some people who think I hate, maybe through past blog posts or just how I speak about them).
4. and Finally, whether I hate foreigners or not.
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So let's start. and yes, the usual disclaimer: if you feel sick about reading my life, please just get lost from this 1 / 546 billion sites. You can don't ever come back to here again if you don't like the content of my blog because I post it like that. Raw, Hardcore stuff that is not suitable for weaklings brainwashed religious person like you. Thanks.

Chapter 1.
It started from secondary 4 when I switched from taoist to free thinker. Before I continue, I would like to say that I'm still a buddhist so I believe in their non-intrusive, non-provocative teachings while leading a free-thinker a.k.a scientific life. Many people around me because of the fact that I'm a free thinker, love to drag me into their godly religion. These are some people but not including all, jing wei, my dad, Israel, Zhou Liang, Faith... But then, I never speak any ill of these people. Just citing an example to support what I wrote. Thus since secondary 4, I have decided to live a life of scientifically proven stuff. Karma just blends into them so I continue to believe in buddhism.

As for my last night dream, I dream of a world 23 years later in 2030 C.E, when Christianity & all the other religions were abolished for atheism. By then, there was a global government and in place of all the churhces and temples, were mouments of the greatest scientists of all time. Vactican city was renamed the Atheist's Memorandum and a statue of Darwin was in the centre of the city stating that evolution was the key to our current homo sapiens series. Christmas day was renamed Darwin's Day. A.D was abolished and C.E (Common Era) become the replacement for it. The last pope was forced to declared the fall of christianity and denounce the bible when CERN proves the Big Bang Theory & the Grand Unification Theory. Also in that dream, I saw of how a group of die hard christians calling those discoveries a work of the devil, and they were imprisoned by the government. Those christians became the first to be sentenced to death by collision with antimatter on live TV, to show that Science wins faith in this stunningly (cool) new world.

Chapter 2.
While reading this chapter, do note that love = I still have feelings for that person while loved = I had loved that person once but not now anymore.
After reading Chapter 1, I think many hardcore christians or any other religions for that matter will want to strangle me already. I have decided to write this chapter because since I don't like anyone now, its the best time for me to write my honest feelings and for the entertainment of the readers who want to know more about my life.

6 years ago - 2001
At that time, love did not exactly came into existance in my mind until the prefect investiture that year, and so was the first person. She was charmingly beautiful at that time and with the exodus song playing in the background, she charmed me at the first sight.
That's how I had the first crush on someone. Soon, I get the chance of knowing her more since she was in my class in secondary one and two. We started sms-ing each other, and she was the first person to teach me what is sarcasm in a sense. We never went steady though because she only regard me as a friend. However even till now, I must say that my heart loves her more than anyone else that I mentioned below. She just came to reside in a part of my heart that I can't get it out. Regardless of whatever she did, I will always forgive her without any reason. Currently, we had a kind of friendship that I don't even know the term because she just come in and out of my life whenever she wants.Her name, Kai wen.

The 2nd person I loved & the 1st and currently(the only) person to go steady with me(though we went out like once only.) started during the end of sec 3 and I knew her online. Started well, because all online dates started well. but ended up in a very sad mess 2 months later. and it was this 2nd love that make me hate rich girls. I will never never marry a rich girl no matter what, because they think that money makes the world go round. I will rather go earn my money and create my empire of wealth than to marry them. Her name, Hui qi.

The third person I loved...is someone rather quiet and family-oriented, which means its hard to get her out or to even date her. Even though I had a crush on her since secondary 3, it was till the end of secondary 4 when I asked her out for the first time. Yeah, and I must say, the first date didn't went well because I was too frantic, too nervous. This one probably fail because I wasn't able to socialise well with girls. Her name, Xin hui.

1 year ago - 2006
So those were during my secondary school days. After that, the rest become a bit chaotic. So I just write them though.
During the 1st semester of the 1st year, I still loved Xin hui.. however, in the 2nd half of the semester, things started to get a bit luan, because suddenly many people just caught my eye. I think I approached most at (different times of course!) but didn't approach Jewelry & Charlene because I only knew them recently and I don't think I want to create anymore mess for my life anymore. Getting rejected consecuetively is a very depressing feeling.
So here's the list of people I haved liked and what makes me stop liking them.

People who I approached
Jade - The day I saw her wore that christian necklace. I stop liking her. Anyway, she wanted me to stop liking anyway.
Jia Lin - She chose Ronald. (simply end it like that)
Qiong Hui - Woo.. we became friends instead.
Yue Qing - This one..is complicated. We distance apart.

People who I didn't approached
(My two good friends that I decided that being good friends is better, so I shall not liked these two.)
Charlene & Jewelry
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Anyway, took quite a while to phrase all these stuff because its never easy to blog on people u liked before. Just gave you those sad memories again & again. So as for now, I'm in love with nobody, except when kai wen pops into my life randomly. As for my current perspective of love. As long as she's not a christian, its alright. Because I don't want a gf who brings me to church to listen to her CG leader or pastor to talk for a date. Might as well she go love her CG leader or pastor better still. So this ends my chapter 2. Hope to clear any doubts or mists in my love life with this long long passage.

Chapter 3 - Why I seems to hate Christianity
Actually I don't hate Christianity or taoism or whatever. I just don't like people nagging about how great how great their religion is and asking me to convert to them. Its rather frustrating to hear about all these. Anyway, I welcome christian friends who will stfu about their religion and also stop quoting from the bible for any conversation. However, I won't ever love a christian.(woot, I just chased away 65% of the population but then, I don't give a damn.) Reason is mostly stated in chapter 2. and 1 more personal reason, because my taoist dad keep thinking I'm a christian even though I repeated like 500++ times that I'm a free thinker a.k.a atheist and so if I got a christian gf, its worst. So I rather find a free thinker who love me more than a Christian who love Christ more than the guy she love. LOL. So hope this chapter can clarify all.

Chapter 4- Finally, whether I hate foreigners or not.
No no.. I don't. Haha.. I love banglas, indians and their curry! That's why I hope to go to India or Bangladesh for my 3rd year attachment! They are a nice bunch of people but just like any race, bound to have some bad guys... Like that Roti Prata uncle at the kopitiam. Lol. Other than that, I love the curry they created. lol. As for FOBs, I just hate their fucking attitude even though we're all chinese. Sadly, I don't like my own race. Probably because they shucks. Top 1 country in the world I hate is China. Remember. China. lol.

So this is the end of my super long post, where I decided to pour out all my thoughts so that everyone can read it for their entertainment. =)