Its not like I can do anything about it either.Being poor and not able to go out.
Yes, its my fault to be poor because I can't find a job...
but do you have to do such a thing to humilitate me?
and to make me feel jealous?
I dun understand.
And its not that I don't want to go out.
Its that I don't wish to see that tragic scene that I experienced in my nightmare like so many times.
Every single night since 25th dec 2008.
That tragic scene, that i fear will come true today.
I dun understand
Why is it that you like to spike me?
Making me feel so irrational and low.
Sadded & Emotional
Like dying leaves in the autumn winter.
I dun understand
I thought you understand me.
I thought you knew I am the kind who would do anything for you if I ever can.
I thought you knew my current situation
and All I ever did was thought.
I dun understand
And my thought fail me.
It ran down like dripping waters into the dirty sewers.
I was a failed man.
Condemned to Eternal Depression
I dun understand
Tell me what I should do?
Do prevent this tragic situation.
The world around me falling apart.
No hope that can salvage me from this neverending fear.
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